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What hurts me most at the moment, is seeing just how far Ilan has emotionally pulled away from me. I know he doesn't want to give me any false hope that he just might stop all the divorce proceedings. But he doesn't touch me at all, no hugs, nothing. I was crying just before he was going to go to bed. Not loud, but obviously blowing my nose & wiping my eyes. I cry at the drop of a hat these past few days.
Ilan just said 'good night' and went upstairs to bed. No offers of comfort at all.
I have never felt so alone, so afraid, in my entire life.
Ilan just said 'good night' and went upstairs to bed. No offers of comfort at all.
I have never felt so alone, so afraid, in my entire life.