I haven't felt terribly good so I don't like to bother anyone with boring/depressing posts about life and frankly, my writer's block is insidious. But I've been fandom hopping, so who knows, maybe I'll produce something soon.

I'm still alive though, I promise!

Okay, I have returned to Maine, which I have mixed feelings about. I still feel useless and unproductive, but I'm trying to at least pretend like I am secure enough in who I am to trust my own decisions.

In other, lighter news, I've taken up a junk project: I am rewriting Twilight. This is something lots of people have done. The difference is that ( Read more... )

( Warning: abuse of capslock ahead )

I feel bad that I have not been posting much (aside from awful, smutty fanfiction) but my life is just dumb and, at times, unbelievable. Anyway, that is shifting very soon ( Read more... )

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I went to sleep and woke up in a vivid dream where I was thirteen again. In that dream I knew that I ought to be nineteen, and that I ought to be in a different home, but somehow, I decided it was best to just go with it. So I rectified a bunch of stupid mistakes (for instance, dumping my loser boyfriend at the time and actually working in school ( Read more... )

 Does anybody know? I seem to be having difficulty. Advice is more than welcome.

A friend informed me that her place of work is hiring and I'm applying today. I haven't been this happy in a while. I sure hope I get this job; it would mean a lot to me. Anyway, wish me luck :)

( it's personal. you've been warned. )