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im still living with shauna and kurt
not bad really
havent heard from frodo since the last call, so of course im worried
BUT, i havent heard from frodo's brother... so i guess i shouldnt be SO worried
ihop sucks ass. i hate that place... but i need the money so i guess i will have to deal with it.
so, maybe im weird. i love some guy i have never even met. weird no? yet... that's the thing... it doesnt FEEL weird. it doesnt FEEL wrong. i've had people online tell me before that they loved me and wanted me to move in with them and i pretty much said "yeah... that's nice. uh, dont talk to me ever again. how could you like someone so much that you never met?" yet, here i am in this situation. we both feel the same way, though we've never met each other. it's just something about him that makes me feel different. cheesey, i know... but true. shit, i havent felt this strongly about people that live around me that i've actually seen! maybe it's just some false ideal that im holding? or maybe the fact that we have a common friend makes it different somehow? im not sure. i think having ashley around helps it considering she knows both of us very well. she's known frodo since he was 4 and she's known me for about 5 years now. i think that helps my confidence that he really DOES like me and he's not just some weirdo looking for attention
its a very odd situation
yet i still love him
weird
not bad really
havent heard from frodo since the last call, so of course im worried
BUT, i havent heard from frodo's brother... so i guess i shouldnt be SO worried
ihop sucks ass. i hate that place... but i need the money so i guess i will have to deal with it.
so, maybe im weird. i love some guy i have never even met. weird no? yet... that's the thing... it doesnt FEEL weird. it doesnt FEEL wrong. i've had people online tell me before that they loved me and wanted me to move in with them and i pretty much said "yeah... that's nice. uh, dont talk to me ever again. how could you like someone so much that you never met?" yet, here i am in this situation. we both feel the same way, though we've never met each other. it's just something about him that makes me feel different. cheesey, i know... but true. shit, i havent felt this strongly about people that live around me that i've actually seen! maybe it's just some false ideal that im holding? or maybe the fact that we have a common friend makes it different somehow? im not sure. i think having ashley around helps it considering she knows both of us very well. she's known frodo since he was 4 and she's known me for about 5 years now. i think that helps my confidence that he really DOES like me and he's not just some weirdo looking for attention
its a very odd situation
yet i still love him
weird