Feb 04, 2008 09:30
just because i tried something doesnt make me an addict
since when did you become the queen of morality? you're the one who encouraged me to have my first drink before the age of 21. you WERE the one always bragging to me how you got completely smashed over the weekend and can barely remember a damn thing you did
yet... i'm supposedly out of control and you're the one to tell me so? i think not.
i appreciate the concern... but my problems are quite small compared to those around me.
when i ask you to hang out, im not asking you to drink or do drugs or anything am i? no. i call you up just to talk... or go for a walk or go to the mall. no drugs or alcohol involved
but... since you dont talk to me... i guess you wouldnt know what my intentions are huh?
and how would not talking to me help either of us? we both lose a friend... and if i DO have a problem, wouldnt the fact that such a close friend isnt talking to me anymore just further my progression into the downward spiral you think im falling into?
whatever. if this is how you're going to be... then i guess i dont need you. it just frustrates me how you can be like this. even when you drank and i didnt talk to you... you still knew i was your friend and id get over it. i never said "hey kathy, im not your friend anymore" ... i just got angry and would get over it. why should i keep secrets from someone that's my friend?
blah blah blah
people come and they go. what are you going to do?
nothing
you cant change their thoughts, you cant change who they are
need to accept it
you must accept people for their faults as well as the good in them.
nobody is perfect
especially me