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Jan 28, 2008 22:32

so... i guess i lost a friend
someone who i thought id be friends with FOREVER... due to actions she percieved as undesireable. well... no offense, but it's not up to you to decide what i do with and in my life. you should be there for me, no matter what, if you were truely my friend. my other friends dont like what i do either (aside from josh)... but they tell me to stop and then they go on with their day. look, im not an alcoholic and im not a druggie. experimentation is what people do. i have to test my limits... so i do. dont judge me because i tried something bad a few times. it's not a habit.

so you cant hang around me AT ALL due to that? im not on drugs or alcohol every second of the day! we cant just spend a normal day at the mall without any substance involved? because i do that alllllllllllll the time with other people. i am the same Jenn i was a few years ago. yes, i have changed... but not in the last few months. i am the same person you were willing to hang out with a few months ago. actually... i think im a bit better with my choices lately.

but... everything in life changes i guess. you cant take anyone or anything for granted. people change. friends change.

there is so much more i want to say... but there isnt enough time.

at least diana has been here for me lately. as of now, she's the only close friend i've got.

thanks diana. hope i dont fuck this up too.
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