(no subject)

[monkeypudding]

I worry you don’t recognize me
Any more

I should have been a better mirror
Or worn a tighter sweater

Is this a drunk tank or
A confessional

Forgiveness is a blister
Craving the porcupine of release

I see the car wash in your eyes
Begging for my Delorean

All you can think of is
How we’ll never be together

Watch the skies and I’ll be there
A heavy metal oracle spewing
Chem-trail prophecies
In the helicopter spotlight

Watch the skies and I’ll be there
A cell phone satellite
Whispering secrets inside
The flutter of bird wings

Watch the skies and I’ll be there
A happy face tattooed
Onto Big Brother’s bald spot

It’s your decision
I offer reconciliation
I can no longer live
In these lavender gallows
I can no longer be what
You need me to be
An enemy

Watch the skies and I’ll be there