Mar 31, 2005 19:32
Spring Break: i did nothing but work. Started the week out by going to my fitting for the fashion show and than actually modeling in the fashion show. Worked my tail off and still awaiting that very pretty pay check. Talked a lot to Mike on the phone and gave him the notebook to tell him how i feel (if you don't know than you don't need to know). Couldn't wait to get back to school cause it ment graduation would be that much closer.
This Week: Every day is going by so slowely but the week has gone by fast. Hung out with Sean (my little brother and love) on Monday cause the Silver Knight Meeting was canceled and got to tell him a few things that have been on my mind. That was fun cause we just talked and went to Toxic Hell for nachos and boritos. Certain subjects have been coming up in phone conversations and it not only makes me depressed but worries me. I see how the last time turned out and don't need to go through that again. I've found out to pieces of information in the past two days 1)Mike's ex and the baby's mama may have cancer which leaves Mike getting custody of the nugget (crosses fingers) 2)Julie (the nugget) has a blood disorder that no one knew about that could be fatal. So guys answerme this...how did i get caught up in this. But i'm not going anywhere. I can't abandon some one I care about when he needs me the most. That and I'm not going anywhere even if the sittuations didn't come up. The index has had a few problems and pissed me off in the end. However, this year it's not all F*ed up and there isn't any repeated names or mispellings i know cause i redid that damn thind like 20 times. Oh yeah...not too many people know that it's different font sizes...but you cant tell so ha.
Saturday/Sunday: Deering Estate volunteer project with quill and scroll which is going to drain me of ALL my strength cause i have to work too. I'm going to be in the Miami Herald for doing this Deering Estate thing. Hopefully it'll actually be in sundays paper since it was posta be there today...but they lied. Dummys
Next Week: Brad leaves so Karen is going to be in a not so good state of mind. But she is going to pull a me a create many a memories to find out what she taste like. Mabey a fruit!?! haha ::wink:: Silver Knight Interviews are Tuesday and i know i'm going to stress myself to death but i'm going to do my best and that's all i can offer. I need a day off so if i don't show up to school one day guys...you DONT know where i am.