lets av a rant
i feel tired, i feel drained, im always bored, trying to find a job is pointless cus plymouth is ridiculous, no-one wants to give you a job. im hugry, there's no food in the house, i want a drink but there's no drink in the house, i have no money to buy anything. im grouchy as fuck, i seem to be taking it out on everyone else too, including parents, when they ask me whats wrong, i just go stone cold silent cus i cant be arsed in explaining every single problem in me life, so that they can take the piss, cus me dad's immature like that, gone past 50 and still acts like a kid.
ive got holiday in 9 days, i cant do anything at all till then, i get up everyday early wanting to do something, even work, but cant, sit around all day doing fuck all basically, staring into space. what else am i supposed to do, i dont have the patience to read at the moment, anything else that comes to mind, i just dont have the patience to do either. only thing i wanna do is watch the world cup, but thats starting to slow down now, only odd game each. thats another thing, england are playing tomoz, all me mates are going to be out, im not. im gunna be stuck in when id rather be out watching it with them in the pub, and they're all gunna be txting me telling me to get out!
and i dunno what it is with me and women, but cant stop thinking about past girls and stuff, and meh. i need this holiday bad, doesnt help ive got nothing else to do and im counting down the days which wont make it go any faster. went to order some stuff for the holiday from the catalogue the other, everything i wanted, SOLD OUT! i guess this wasted another few minutes...
ive got holiday in 9 days, i cant do anything at all till then, i get up everyday early wanting to do something, even work, but cant, sit around all day doing fuck all basically, staring into space. what else am i supposed to do, i dont have the patience to read at the moment, anything else that comes to mind, i just dont have the patience to do either. only thing i wanna do is watch the world cup, but thats starting to slow down now, only odd game each. thats another thing, england are playing tomoz, all me mates are going to be out, im not. im gunna be stuck in when id rather be out watching it with them in the pub, and they're all gunna be txting me telling me to get out!
and i dunno what it is with me and women, but cant stop thinking about past girls and stuff, and meh. i need this holiday bad, doesnt help ive got nothing else to do and im counting down the days which wont make it go any faster. went to order some stuff for the holiday from the catalogue the other, everything i wanted, SOLD OUT! i guess this wasted another few minutes...