update on the M/C and weightloss

[monkeyguts]

Ok so it turned out that it was a miscarry 100% BUT my body did its job and I didn't need any help or anything from the Dr.'s on cleansing my uterus so that is a plus.  The doctor also said there was no infection ect.  Although I am extremely bummed out I have been handling it well.  Recently the only thing that has gotten me down is that a co-workers baby is being very active and likes to kick her a lot.  When I hear her surprising yelps it makes me sad because I want THAT!  But in time it will happen.  Vin says we can't activly try until we get a house now.  I say we can't prevent either.  So we will see what god has in store for us.  I really hope it happens before the house though because Vin said that if we can't get the condo on the market before November we have to wait till after christmas! POO POO! lol.

And also just a comment here about my weight i am at 238 right now.  UGH!  But we are doing a biggest loser compition at work so I am trying to take this really serious this time.  money is involved hehe!  Wish me luck!