my life sucks right now. i have no money, I'm in debt up to my eyeballs, and I can't find a better paying job. and worst of all i can't go back to school right now because I owe them money.

so a tthe end of februaru i flipped our blazer on it's side and got to ride in an ambulance for no reason. backboard and all. out of the 15 people involved only 2 didn't ask me if I hit my head. I was okay and hte cas fine.
in other news went hiking yesterday up a bluff. in my converse I left my boots at christina's

so it's been 18 weeks since I las t posted an entry. this one is going to be me basically bitching about what's going wrong in my life i'll let you know when the bitching stops and the good stuff begins. here we go ( Read more... )

friday was good. went to a party at dustin's it kind of made me feel real again. It felt just like I was at a party like the ones we had in high school. but with differant people. some of whom just happen to be adorable and crush worthy (thinking of a certain one specifically). dustin's mom is really cool. anywho, good news n the school front my ( Read more... )

frankly I hate the now facebook. that being said I can move on. I need help. i have to learn that crushes are a pointlwss waste of my time spent daydreamign and hoping when i could be getting things done.damn it why do i have to do this to my self comstantly.
oh and the road I take to school is detoured.

so I was talking to the guy i have a crush on yesterday. he mentioned he has a crush on this girl he knows from high school. my heart dropped to my stomach but i smiled any way ansd told him good luck (they're taking a dance class together) i guess my dreams weren't meant to come true.

I have no idea what i'm going to do. I have no way to pay off what I owe my school and they won't let me register until I pay them and no one knows what I can do other thatn bitch them out for not helping me. At this point I'm enrolled but have no schedule ( Read more... )

went shopping today. went to cabela's wher e they were having a huge tent sale. got a pair of $90 iking boots for $30. Also went to the outlet mall and got some realy cute peeptoe wedges that iprobably won't wear much but hey they were $20. then went and got this really cute wallet/case thing and came bak to campground. while deciding what o ( Read more... )

my bbq is tomorrow night and then I leave for a long needed week of vacation where i can just relax. um yeah that's a bout it.

oh and i think i am most definatly crushing on a guy.

today we sold jami's car to a scrap metal dealer for 175 buck(more thatn half of what we payed for it (250)) now jami and I have to share a car...

bbq is coming up and then the next day I'm going camping for a week.

I get payed today!

and i cleaned the aviary.