well

[monkeido]

I took a long drive tonight and thought about things. Thought about the way things were going and how unhappy I am. I realized why. It's cause I depend on people to much. So back up my wall goes. Time to be cold hearted again. You want me to be there for you when times are tough....tough shit. you weren't there for me. This whole weekend I've

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my only suggestion

[dayinsomnia]

Try one thing, go to http://www.matthewgood.org/index/ and launch the media player up in the right hand corner. Listen to the song Generation X-Wing. It has a good calming effect. Hope you feel better today.

Re: my only suggestion

[monkeido]

was it just for the music or lyrics...cause i don't see how the lyrics relate. beautiful song though...the lyrics are just a bit strange.

and i feel a little better. I knew the cold heart wouldn't last long. I'm just not made to be that way. i'll update in a little.

ps...i love you Brian. love you as my closest friend. thank you for being you.

Re: my only suggestion

[dayinsomnia]

It was just for the mood of the song. Most of his lyrics are abstract and you can only catch something deep hidden in there every now and then. I just thought that would be a good song to listen to.....especially the part where he sings "help me up with a pair of wings". Most of those acoustic versions put me in a good mood, I just open up that player and listen to them.

Re: my only suggestion

[dayinsomnia]

venus was a fly trap
the man you loved devoured
i used to dream about your sister
standing in the shower
but i was never cool
you thought i was a cowboy
i wonder where my gun is
can you spare a bullet senorita

i will always be the worst

generation x-wing
that's got to be the death star
i used to dream about the future
i used to dream about a lot of things
but i was never cool
so you can call me loser
yeah you can call me anything
you want to senorita

i will always be the worst

help me up with
a pair of wings
a little rope
all those things
she always said i'd find the cure for cancer
i read my horoscope but i just can't pull it off alone

venus was a fly trap
the man you loved devoured
i used to dream about your sister
fucking me in the shower
but i was never cool
so you can call me loser
yeah you can call me anything
you want to senorita

i will always be the worst

Re: my only suggestion

[monkeido]

it def did help me. i turned out to be in a good mood tonight. thanks brian! i don't know what i'd do without you.