Trevor. At one point I did want Jess to choose. Simply because I just couldnt stand the fact that we were supposedly equel when it seemed obviously in your favor. I expected her to choose you. I just wanted to be able to pat myself on the back for knowing that I lost rather than continue an endless loop of losing. ><;... Really she should NOT have to choose. But, in the end its YOU who is making her choose. I could totally live with dating Jess if she was still your friend. It might make things awkward but, I could live with it. (or atleast try) It was you who decided that her wanting to spend time with me makes her unable to be your friend. But, did you ever consider maybe she spends more time with me because she has more fun with me
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Dru, shut the fuck up. I'm sick of your lies to justify yourself. You have a way to justify everything, don't you? The lies need to stop, Dru. You are a liar. There is no reason why you would want Jess to choose me over you. You are a damned fool. If you thought that then you wouldn't have tried to make her choose you over me
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Dance for my amusement.dru_clixMarch 18 2004, 15:48:34 UTC
You dont sound like Joelle. Joelle sounded more like, "clarissa" you sound more like, "Looking for Love" ...Joelle had blind rage and jealosy, you have rage supported by wants and needs that are understandable. Heres my point though. You have a biased perspective of me. Honestly, you hated me ALWAYS. Before you even had a reason to do so. You and, Liz may both believe me to be a manipulative force of evil who represents all that is wrong in the world but, obviously others dont
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Re: Dance for my amusement.monk_samaMarch 18 2004, 16:07:54 UTC
Needs? Please. You are pathetic. I have no needs you idiot. I didn't trust you until you blatently insulted Liz and her friends, then I hated you. You are a manipulative little asshole and you damn well know it
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Re: Rythm. The boy needs rythm.dru_clixMarch 18 2004, 16:16:02 UTC
I havent lied man. Jeesh.. I didnt think you were being like Joelle but.. wow.
See I only bitched at Liz after the breakup. Before that, what I said shouldnt have been taken so seriously. Honestly. Also, some of the stuff I said to Jess has proved to be accurate to an extent hasnt it? Personally, I never wanted her to hate you. I just wanted to put it out there that I had to intentions of battling with you over the fact that I enjoyed her company. At this point, I still dont. I dont want to have to fight you because I like Jess and because she likes me.
My point is I'm not the evil the way you portray me and, I really dont understand where you Liz and, the others came up with that.
Re: Rythm. The boy needs rythm.monk_samaMarch 18 2004, 16:31:13 UTC
Dru, I remember a situation where you told Lauren that Liz was insulting her in one convo. (Ya know, the one where you said wasn't a big deal... and only felt bad when she found out?) Then Liz read the convo to Lauren... funny how you constantly get caught in your lies
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Re: Rythm. The boy needs rythm.dru_clixMarch 18 2004, 16:40:09 UTC
I'm responding less because its boring me. No matter what I will walk away feeling right and, so will you. We will both feel like we won in the end no matter what is said. Your that big of an ass-dyke and, I'm just willing to go with the flow
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Re: Well, he can keep the beat but, he isnt taking any risks..dru_clixMarch 18 2004, 17:08:00 UTC
I dont care how I look. If I'm going to call a person who elbows me in the stomach a cockmonger, I dont care if they happen to be my girlfriend. What would she expect me to say? "Oh honey, thats so sweet of you to JAB ME IN THE FUCKING STOMACH WITH YOUR ICY-DEATH BRINGING ELBOW!" Is that what I should say?
And, I never said that I was a great boyfriend. The Liz thing just meant alot to me. I'm not saying it did to her but, to me it meant alot. --;
Actually, I dont care how Jess feels about you for, if you are making her happy I will be happy that you are around, Just FROM MY VIEW; you are a horrible friend to her. (and to the other people you are friends with) You are a just a weak and, dirty shell of what at one time might have been a decent human being.
In regards to your list, I'm pissed off at it actually, not a single thing on that list really is, "evil" its more just a random assortment of whiny bullshit. Give me a list that actually could damage Jess' opinion of me and, maybe I'll drop a few tears at it.
Re: Well, he can keep the beat but, he isnt taking any risks..monk_samaMarch 18 2004, 17:17:20 UTC
And Liz can respond to your first two parts...
And from mine and most everyone else's point of view, you are a dickheaded moronic fool who only cares for himself. The difference is, we have proof. And considering that you are saying >I< am a horrible friend to people makes that comment a joke.
Bullshit? That is really really interesting. And Jess refuses to see people's point of view and just says "No! Dru is a good person... people just want to protect me! They don't know what they are talking about..."
Once you prove it to be bullshit, then it can be called bullshit. Otherwise, it is merely just a weak defense on your part.
Re: Rythm. The boy needs rythm.tokyokitsuneMarch 18 2004, 17:08:33 UTC
NiGHTS 32b (11:51:57 PM): Well thats like me and forums like (from what I can tell) LoD2 are like. I am a coward and you people are ass-holes. I am a coward because I know for a fact I have nothing in common with any of you (as I always manage to be an "outcast among outcasts" -Mike) and that if I state my opinions I will be fiercely out-numbered by people who disagree and I will end up in my own little corner crying like a bitch. The part about you people being ass-holes is in truth you consider yourselves holier-than-thou by playing games like lod and ff8 through ff10-2 and calling them gold. Or watching anime like "Ah-My-Goddess" or Fruits Basket and thinking yourselves unique. You are just as media-controlled as the people who run around buying ambercrombie so that they wont be considered uncool
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Re: Rythm. The boy needs rythm.dru_clixMarch 18 2004, 17:15:45 UTC
THAT insulted you? o_0;; Jesus. Honestly, thats some trivial (and accurate) shit right there. I'm not going to take back that statement in IM as, well, yeah. ^_^;;
Actually I didnt say ANYTHING to ANY of your friends about you being a horrible person. Thats how I felt and, I didnt think anyone else needed to feel that way. I never even mentioned my angst outside of my livejournal and, most of your friends dont read my livejournal.
I emailed Lauren and, said that I had insulted the fuck out of her but, tried to explain that it was in the context that you didnt particuarly care for her. I apologized because of what I had said about her. All I mentioned of you was that you had insulted her too. (though I -did- point out that mine was far worse) I dont know how she got an alternate idea. I still have the email saved. I make a special point to mention that -I- was being a moron.
Re: Rythm. The boy needs rythm.tokyokitsuneMarch 18 2004, 17:31:19 UTC
I confronted you about it insulting me. How is that a new revelation? Its also horribly untrue and I did nothing to deserve it. Really, if our relationship meant a lot to you wouldn't you know me better than that?
Also, the majority of people I know that know who you are read your livejournal. I said that and asked you to please stop publically venting about me when you refused to hear my side of the story.
As for the Lauren thing, since I only heard her talk about it and there may have been some miscommunication I'll drop it. I don't know what happened, its between the two of you.
Re: Rythm. The boy needs rythm.tokyokitsuneMarch 18 2004, 17:17:37 UTC
Also, what did I do to deserve insults? I gave you a link to a forum I belonged to and in a later conversation (that I believe I failed to save) stated that I liked the graphics of Zelda: OoT and MM and found the the Windwaker ones creepy. Wow, how insultive. I was also as nice about breaking up as humanly possible.
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See I only bitched at Liz after the breakup. Before that, what I said shouldnt have been taken so seriously. Honestly. Also, some of the stuff I said to Jess has proved to be accurate to an extent hasnt it? Personally, I never wanted her to hate you. I just wanted to put it out there that I had to intentions of battling with you over the fact that I enjoyed her company. At this point, I still dont. I dont want to have to fight you because I like Jess and because she likes me.
My point is I'm not the evil the way you portray me and, I really dont understand where you Liz and, the others came up with that.
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And, I never said that I was a great boyfriend. The Liz thing just meant alot to me. I'm not saying it did to her but, to me it meant alot. --;
Actually, I dont care how Jess feels about you for, if you are making her happy I will be happy that you are around, Just FROM MY VIEW; you are a horrible friend to her. (and to the other people you are friends with) You are a just a weak and, dirty shell of what at one time might have been a decent human being.
In regards to your list, I'm pissed off at it actually, not a single thing on that list really is, "evil" its more just a random assortment of whiny bullshit. Give me a list that actually could damage Jess' opinion of me and, maybe I'll drop a few tears at it.
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And from mine and most everyone else's point of view, you are a dickheaded moronic fool who only cares for himself. The difference is, we have proof. And considering that you are saying >I< am a horrible friend to people makes that comment a joke.
Bullshit? That is really really interesting. And Jess refuses to see people's point of view and just says "No! Dru is a good person... people just want to protect me! They don't know what they are talking about..."
Once you prove it to be bullshit, then it can be called bullshit. Otherwise, it is merely just a weak defense on your part.
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Actually I didnt say ANYTHING to ANY of your friends about you being a horrible person. Thats how I felt and, I didnt think anyone else needed to feel that way. I never even mentioned my angst outside of my livejournal and, most of your friends dont read my livejournal.
I emailed Lauren and, said that I had insulted the fuck out of her but, tried to explain that it was in the context that you didnt particuarly care for her. I apologized because of what I had said about her. All I mentioned of you was that you had insulted her too. (though I -did- point out that mine was far worse) I dont know how she got an alternate idea. I still have the email saved. I make a special point to mention that -I- was being a moron.
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Also, the majority of people I know that know who you are read your livejournal. I said that and asked you to please stop publically venting about me when you refused to hear my side of the story.
As for the Lauren thing, since I only heard her talk about it and there may have been some miscommunication I'll drop it. I don't know what happened, its between the two of you.
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