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I've been feeling quite sad lately. As lame as it might sound, I really miss being in high school. I'm so fucking bogged down with course work, regular work, label work, and bills that I'm pretty freaked out a lot of the times. I have so much school work right now, I don't even know where to start. I missed class registration because I was at work and now the two classes I need are full. I have to go to the dentist on Friday and I'm really quite sad about that. I've never had to get fillings before and not many things scare me as much as going to the dentist for any reason. I've been thinking about things I miss a lot lately that just can't happened again. I really miss being able to come home from school any day of the week and jamming with Mike on the drums. I really miss having halo parties every weekend with all my friends. I really miss having the ambition and time to play guitar for hours on end. I really miss my grandma and grandpa Thurston and am sad that a lot of the people I'm close to never got to meet them when they weren't sick. I really miss going to shows with a car load of friends and making an event out of it. I don't really miss Salamanca, or my parent's old house, but it makes me sad to think that I don't live across the street from Drone anymore and the house that my dad and I worked so hard on isn't even his anymore. I'm really proud of what I've done with Vega Vinyl, but sometimes I really regret doing this because now I'm stuck paying bills for who knows how long. I went to see Converge, Mastodon and High On Fire two days ago. The show was fun. Converge played a solid set, but it was weird because it was in such a huge building. Mastodon played for almost two hours, and included all of Crack The Skye, which was very cool. Unfortunately, I went alone, which is not as fun.