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So....
the last entry was a downer. And just to update the whole situation: I moved out and I'm now living with my friend's family and we're bunking up in a room together. Her house is actually quite close to mine, i could walk to my house from hers in 5 minutes or less.
The reason I chose to move out was more for my mental stability than anything else. I could take my mom's shit if I had to and I didn't have 800 other things to worry about, but that's just not how it is. I'm graduating soon. I need a job. I need to drive. I need to do a lot of big projects and tests before I can graduate in the first place. And I still haven't taken my SAT's. The other reason I chose to move out was so I could accomplish all these things. In fact, I'll be getting my temps for driving this weekend, if all goes as planned.
Anyway, I could go into the whole story of how I moved out and what not, but that's boring, tedious and unnecessary. My mom is upset with me because I moved out, but she was the one who told me to in the first place. As much as she upsets me and puts me down, I still love her and I hate to make her angry and disappoint her. But I do feel I made the right choices. And in the words of Oscar Wilde,"regrets are just a denial of the soul".
The research paper and all these tests are quite stressful. So, today I'm going to do nothing. I'm going to take a nap and then go to the movies with my boyfriend and just relax. It shall be good. Or I'll just take a nap. :) We'll see how it goes...
Love,
Monique
the last entry was a downer. And just to update the whole situation: I moved out and I'm now living with my friend's family and we're bunking up in a room together. Her house is actually quite close to mine, i could walk to my house from hers in 5 minutes or less.
The reason I chose to move out was more for my mental stability than anything else. I could take my mom's shit if I had to and I didn't have 800 other things to worry about, but that's just not how it is. I'm graduating soon. I need a job. I need to drive. I need to do a lot of big projects and tests before I can graduate in the first place. And I still haven't taken my SAT's. The other reason I chose to move out was so I could accomplish all these things. In fact, I'll be getting my temps for driving this weekend, if all goes as planned.
Anyway, I could go into the whole story of how I moved out and what not, but that's boring, tedious and unnecessary. My mom is upset with me because I moved out, but she was the one who told me to in the first place. As much as she upsets me and puts me down, I still love her and I hate to make her angry and disappoint her. But I do feel I made the right choices. And in the words of Oscar Wilde,"regrets are just a denial of the soul".
The research paper and all these tests are quite stressful. So, today I'm going to do nothing. I'm going to take a nap and then go to the movies with my boyfriend and just relax. It shall be good. Or I'll just take a nap. :) We'll see how it goes...
Love,
Monique