Feeling Blah
Feeling kind of blah these days. I've been busier in the past month than over the past 6 months (it feels like anyway). And it's making me ignore my physical and mental health needs a bit, because I'm so concentrating on having new and exiting experiences, etc.
I'm embarrassed to say that I still haven't put everything away since Labour' Day's camping trip and can't remember the last time I swept the floors! I feel like I'm falling into a depressive rut and that I'm not "dealing" with a certain something as much as I should.
I have amazing friends and am soooo grateful for all your support and kind/encouraging words!
This is something I need to push through once and for all. I’m really afraid of exposing some hidden memories, but the longer I go, knowing that the “monster” lies deep within, the harder it will be. I’m afraid and I guess that’s what’s stopping me. What if I can’t push through this? What if it breaks me? I suppose a good cry is what I need right now…and I’m late for yet another commitment…off I go…
I'm embarrassed to say that I still haven't put everything away since Labour' Day's camping trip and can't remember the last time I swept the floors! I feel like I'm falling into a depressive rut and that I'm not "dealing" with a certain something as much as I should.
I have amazing friends and am soooo grateful for all your support and kind/encouraging words!
This is something I need to push through once and for all. I’m really afraid of exposing some hidden memories, but the longer I go, knowing that the “monster” lies deep within, the harder it will be. I’m afraid and I guess that’s what’s stopping me. What if I can’t push through this? What if it breaks me? I suppose a good cry is what I need right now…and I’m late for yet another commitment…off I go…