K so it's humpday
Yup humpday is here again so that means another week will be coming to a close. Not soon enough in some respects...
I have been sleeping very restlessly lately... I don't know what it is but I think I am starting to be a very stressed person... this is not me... I am usually happy go lucky and spontaneous but I am not like that here I feel like I am so super boring and that these next 5 months are going to drag on forever...
I don't know what to do about Chris and I... I am really into him... but I don't want to hurt him when I leave in June... I mean I have come to the decision that I will be gone in june no matter what and that is how it is going to be... So should I stay with him and let it flow and see what happens?? Who knows...
I am not caring anymore about term or perminant positions and I am going to apply to the Western school district as well... I will get tenure eventually... I am still young and have many years ahead of me ... I don't know why I have to rush into things all the time... I am going to take it easy from now on...
This Saturday I am going to kick up my feet and cut out pieces for my first quilt... I am going to spend the weekend with me and doing me things... I need me time ... Fuck the rest of em...
Well I should be doing something
Talk soon
Cheers
Monique
I have been sleeping very restlessly lately... I don't know what it is but I think I am starting to be a very stressed person... this is not me... I am usually happy go lucky and spontaneous but I am not like that here I feel like I am so super boring and that these next 5 months are going to drag on forever...
I don't know what to do about Chris and I... I am really into him... but I don't want to hurt him when I leave in June... I mean I have come to the decision that I will be gone in june no matter what and that is how it is going to be... So should I stay with him and let it flow and see what happens?? Who knows...
I am not caring anymore about term or perminant positions and I am going to apply to the Western school district as well... I will get tenure eventually... I am still young and have many years ahead of me ... I don't know why I have to rush into things all the time... I am going to take it easy from now on...
This Saturday I am going to kick up my feet and cut out pieces for my first quilt... I am going to spend the weekend with me and doing me things... I need me time ... Fuck the rest of em...
Well I should be doing something
Talk soon
Cheers
Monique