“You’ve been quiet,” Yunho remarked, sitting on Changmin’s futon while holding Bambi. “Are you ok?”
Changmin stared at Yunho and smiled. He just couldn’t believe that his lover was right there in front of him alive. Oh how he had missed those arms around him, the scent of Yunho all over him. He had truly believed Yunho was dead.
He reached over and stroked Yunho’s slightly stubbly chin. Yunho smiled, and rested his cheek in Changmin’s palm.
“I’m fine,” he whispered with a smile. “I-I’m fine.”
Yunho leaned in and finally kissed the lips that he had been dreaming of for so many weeks. Changmin kissed back desperately and pulled Yunho closer to him, never wanting to let him go ever if that was even possible. Yunho was here and was alive. They were together and Changmin was going to make sure they stayed that way.
Changmin pulled away and stared Yunho in the eyes as if he was searching for something.
“Are you sure you’re ok, baby?” Yunho asked, pulling Changmin’s locks off of his face.
Changmin stood up and lifted up his baggy shirt, showing Yunho his stomach.
Yunho stared at his boyfriend and blinked a few times. Was Changmin trying to tell him something?
Changmin rolled his eyes after he saw Yunho’s very confused expression. He had tried to tell his boyfriend he was expecting in a romantic and very novel-like way, but no, Yunho had to be dense as always. “I’m pregnant,” he stated. “Yunho…” The younger man said quietly when his boyfriend didn’t say anything. He just kept on staring at Changmin. “Say something please.”
The older man pulled Changmin closer by his hips and gently placed his lips onto the tender flesh in front of him.
Changmin felt Yunho’s hot breathing on his stomach, and then wetness as Yunho buried his face in it. He heard his boyfriend’s sobs as he mumbled something incomprehensible against it in the process. He smiled and ran his hands in Yunho’s hair softly as his boyfriend kept on crying.
“Min…you’re…” Yunho whispered, finally controlling himself as he peppered the flesh with kisses. “My…our baby.”
Changmin nodded, and held Yunho closer to him. “We’re going to be parents Yunho.”
“When did you find out?” Yunho asked, looking up at Changmin.
Changmin sighed. “The day all of this shit happened. The day we talked on the phone. I was just back from the doctor and I should have told you then… but I wanted to tell you face to face. I wanted it to be a surprise,” he said the last part in a barely audible voice.
Yunho smiled and laid his head on Changmin’s stomach. Changmin let him for a while longer, before pulling his shirt down and sitting on Yunho’s lap.
“I see you took Bambi with you,” Yunho said, tilting Changmin’s chin up before giving him a peck.
Changmin let out a soft laugh. “I couldn’t forget saving our daughter, Yunho. What kind of parent would I be?”
“A great one,” Yunho affirmed, before tasting Changmin and laying him down on the futon. “I can see you teaching our baby a lot of nerdy stuff,” he added as he leaned over his boyfriend.
Changmin laughed. “And you teaching it how to shoot, dance, sports and to annoy me.” He smiled. “I want this baby, Yunho. I really do. But, I’m afraid of bringing our baby into this world.”
“Everything is gonna be ok, baby,” Yunho said seriously. “You fought this long, protecting this child inside of you and now that I’m here with you, I promise you with my life that I will protect you and our baby. You are my life, Shim Changmin, and I love you. We’re gonna make this happen. We’re gonna be a happy family, I promise.”
Changmin gulped, trying hard not to shed tears, and pulled Yunho on top of him, kissing him with all the love and passion his body contained. Yunho ran his hand down Changmin’s neck to his chest and to his abdomen that housed his unborn little baby. Changmin tangled his hand in Yunho’s hair, pulling it rather harshly as he buckled up his hips. Yunho responded immediately with a low tone groan and grounded down onto Changmin.
“Oh, God! Take me,” Changmin whispered, as he broke the kiss, looking at Yunho with dilated pupils and a lustful gaze. “It’s been so long.”
Yunho nodded and kissed Changmin’s neck as he started to strip him, roaming his hands all over the warm flesh of his boyfriend, feeling his heart beat faster and faster out of joy. “Lube?”
Changmin shook his head and frowned. “Well, it’s not like I was planning to fuck with someone here.”
Yunho sighed. “I’m afraid I’ll hurt you,” he confessed.
Changmin shook his head and sighed. “Don’t make me beg, Yunho. I need you so much,” he whispered.
The older man nodded and smiled down at his boyfriend. His spit would do so he coated his fingers with his saliva.
Part of him wanted to make it slow and soft for both of them, but he also didn’t mind if this time was animalistic, quick and wild. He craved to feel all that Changmin could offer to him. He had missed him so much, he had been afraid of the thought of never seeing him again.
Yunho introduced his middle finger slowly. Changmin closed his eyes and spread his legs even further, wanting Yunho to bury even deeper within him.
As soon as he felt Changmin loosen up at the invasion, Yunho added a second finger and soon after a third one, loving how his boyfriend writhed beneath him, letting out soft moans in the process.
When he thought Changmin was ready, he took a breath in and looked down at Changmin as he retreat his fingers. The sight was breathtaking and he was sure it had to be illegal to be so hot. Changmin’s face was flushed and his hair was messy and sticky from the thin layer of sweat on his body, bangs covering his eyes slightly.
He lined himself up and coated his hard length with more spit before pushing in ever so slowly.
“Oh, Y-Yun…” Changmin panted out, closing his eyes as Yunho pushed into him all the way until the base of his cock. “Fuck! Ugh,” he mumbled, trying not to think about the pain. It had been a while since they had had sex and without lube, Changmin really felt as if he was being split in two. The only reason he didn’t allow himself to cry or scream was because he really wanted this. He didn’t want Yunho to stop, thinking that he had hurt him.
“Am I hurting you?” Yunho asked worried, seeing how Changmin bit his lower lip and frowned.
Changmin shook his head, still not able to open his eyes. He wrapped his legs around Yunho’s slim waist, and pulled him in deeper inside. "N-no. Don’t stop,” he said, daring to look up at Yunho with watery eyes. "I missed you,” he added with labored breaths as he tried to relax. “M-move please.”
“Baby, I’ve missed you, too,” Yunho murmured as he began to move slowly. “So, so much. I love you.”
"I-I love you, t-” Changmin whispered back, feeling the pain subdue rather quick. "OH!" He cried out as Yunho hit his prostate dead on.
"Shhh!" Yunho whispered, clamping his hand over his lover’s mouth, "Be quiet or they will hear you!" He exclaimed in a restrained voice, still thrusting in and out of Changmin’s body.
Changmin bit his boyfriend’s hand lightly. He had almost forgotten how good Yunho felt inside him. Tears threatened to overcome him again as his mind recalled those times when he had felt so empty without Yunho. His worst fear now was to lose Yunho. He just couldn’t afford that, not now that they had reunited and were to be a family.
Yunho sensed his boyfriend tense and stopped his movements. "What's wrong, baby?" he asked with concern all over his features, leaning in closely.
Changmin wrapped his arms around Yunho’s neck. "I just...I don't want you to leave my side ever again, no matter what," the boy said, playing with Yunho’s hair. "You were gone for quite a while and I can’t believe that you’re actually here with me again and I just…" Changmin didn’t finish his sentence before tears finally escaped from his eyes.
Yunho looked at Changmin, and kissed him on the lips. "Don’t cry, baby. I’m here now.”
Changmin sobbed some more, until he finally calmed down a little. He looked up, slightly ashamed at his outburst and smiled.
The older man locked eyes with him and leaned down to capture those plush lips again. "You’re so beautiful, Changmin," he muttered, starting to thrust again with full force. "I love you."
Changmin felt every thrust, with an almost unbearable pleasure running within him from head to toe. He knew he would last so much, not now. He let out a quite loud moan as Yunho’s movements started to become erratic. Changmin moved his hips as well, trying to meet his lover’s movements and making everything so much more hot and fascinating.
He arched his back and threw his head on the futon as he reached his climax with a groan. It didn’t take long before Yunho did the same, filling him up.
The two lay there on the futon, catching their breaths when Yunho spoke. "You know, you look really beautiful after being nicely fucked."
Changmin flushed, and licked his dry lips. "Shut up, asshole," he muttered, and playfully punched Yunho on his shoulder.
"Shim Changmin, look at me,” Yunho said, pulling his lover’s face towards his. "I love you."
Changmin’s cheeks got even redder. “I love you, too. But let’s stop being so damn sweet. I’m starting to feel annoyed with myself. It’s rather cloying,” he joked.
“I don’t mind being disgustingly sweet,” Yunho smiled, and both men hugged each other close, snuggling in the warmth that they recreated.
****
Kai rolled his eyes as he walked past Changmin and Yunho’s tent. It didn’t bother him since he knew his older brother and Minho were probably at it as well. But, he surely appreciated if they weren’t so damn loud! Walkers could hear them for fuck’s sake!
As of now, it was dinnertime, and he was elected to take the young boy his portion. He had declined at first but they had insisted that he should try to approach the other boy since they seemed to be the same age.
He sighed. Taemin was better at this making friends stuff, but too bad he was screwing Minho so he was unable to do this. Oh, the things Kai had to do!
Kai looked down at the can of beans he was holding. They had had beans again, and before that, and before that. With a sigh he walked into what was dubbed ‘the medical tent’, that was more of less Boa’s tent since she was the doctor.
Kai gazed over at the sickly looking boy, and frowned. He was sitting on the futon, looking down at his hands on his lap with a blank face.
Kai walked over to the futon and kneeled down. “Dinner,” he whispered carefully, trying not to scare the boy.
The boy slowly turned over, and Kai gasped. His eyes…they had no sparkle, they looked empty and it was somehow scary in a way.
“Thank you, but no thank you,” the other boy whispered still with a blank face. “I’m not hungry,” he declared before looking down again.
Kai shook his head. “No. You have to eat to get your strength back.”
“I said no!” The other said, this time with a firmer and louder voice, but still expressionless, turning to look at Kai again.
Kai frowned deeper and rolled his eyes. “Don’t make me spoon feed you because I can’t leave this tent until you eat the fucking beans!”
“I don’t care what you can or can’t do,” the stubborn boy said. “I’m not eating them.”
Kai placed the can of beans on the floor beside the futon and stood up. “Fine then you fucking brat! Starve!” He exclaimed and was about to turn and walk out of the tent, but
suddenly, he stopped. With a groan, he came back and kneeled down again.
“Why don’t you want to eat?” Kai asked, feeling kinda weird. Part of him wanted to just get the fuck out the tent, but other part wanted to make the brat eat, even if it was forcefully! Not that he cared about the boy; it was just a task he was assigned to.
The younger boy looked at him. “What’s the point really? We’re all going to die,” he mumbled more to himself than to Kai.
“You’re probably right. But’ I’m sure we’ll die old, having fought all this,” Kai said, grabbing the can. “You have to have faith.”
The boy snorted. “Faith? I used to have faith, but that didn’t stop my mother from getting torn apart. Neither is it helping me get rid of this awful emptiness. I just want all this to end. If that means to give up life, so be it. I prefer that than being eaten alive by those things.”
“I can be your friend, and your faith,” Kai whispered, offering the can to the boy again. “I know how hard is to lose your family. We all had been through having to lose someone precious. It is a difficult task, but we have to over come it by believing. Believe that there is something better out there than this. You can trust in me. You don’t have to get through all this mourning alone.”
They younger boy eyed him, still with cold eyes. He sighed and grabbed the can offered to him. “I’ll eat or you won’t leave me alone, right?”
Kai nodded and smiled. “Indeed,” he informed. “I’m Jongin, by the way. But you can call me Kai. What’s your name?”
“Sehun,” the pale boy whispered before starting to eat.
****
Changmin got redressed and looked at Yunho snoring into Bambi’s dirty fur. He didn’t know if to be moved or grossed out. He decided that the first option since he had actually done the same.
He leaned down and kissed his lovers cheek before making his way out for dinner. He walked to the fire pit, and sat down carefully, hissing a little because of the soreness in his ass. Everything from his arms to his legs hurt so bad! He was so out of shape!
“Had a good time?” Kyuhyun asked, wearing a really big smirk.
Changmin rolled his eyes and took the warm can from very red Seohyun. He thanked her, and made sure to slap Kyuhyun over the head before digging into his food.
“I’m just saying because it sounded like you were trying to make a twin in there!” Kyuhyun added shrugging.
Changmin glared and ate rather fast, looking a little annoyed. “I just missed him, ok? Shut up!” He defended himself as he finished his portion.
The older boy laughed, and got up to get his own food. Changmin was staring into the fire, when he felt lips on his neck, and another can pressed into his hand. He looked up and saw Yunho smiling.
“Eat mine,” he said. “Don’t protest, either.”
Changmin scoffed. “I’m ok, Yunho. Eat your portion. These fuckers are making me eat 2 portions anyways,” he said, starting to feel annoyed. It was nice to feel protected, but he really didn’t want Yunho starving because of him. He was going to take care of his pregnancy but that didn’t mean he was some crystal doll or anything like that.
Yunho was about to say something when he saw Hyuna hand another can of beans to his lover. Changmin turned to look at Yunho and raised an eyebrow as if confirming what he had just said. Yunho sighed and gave up, starting to eat. “Oh, before I forget! Here!” He said suddenly, making everyone jump a little at the outburst.
Changmin looked over and saw Yunho holding his ring. The promise ring that Yunho had given him on their first anniversary of being together. It was the ring that symbolized their love in a way. Changmin had thought it was unnecessary and extremely cheesy but he had loved it.
He knew how bad Yunho had wanted to marry him. Changmin was sure Yunho had thought about even bought a engagement ring before the outbreak, but this was all they had now and Changmin was grateful for it. He looked down and frowned as he finally noticed Yunho’s ring finger without his ring.
“I found it in the bedroom under the dresser when I looked for you at home,” Yunho explained with a smile on his face.
Changmin beamed and searched for Yunho’s ring on his necklace. Once he found it, he undid the clasp and slid the silver ring off. The younger boy embraced his lover tightly, and took Yunho’s hand and slid the ring back onto its rightful place.
“I thought I lost my ring when I was rushing to pack,” the young boy said holding his hand out for Yunho to slide his ring onto his finger.
Yunho laughed. “You didn’t forget Bambi, though.”
“We talked about that already. Stop it,” Changmin said before resuming eating.
Yunho nodded with a smirk. “Of course,” he said before standing up after he finished his meal. “Well, I told Leeteuk that I was going to do the watch tonight.”
“Why?” Changmin frowned, feeling disappointed that he wasn’t going to spend the night in his lover’s arms.
Yunho laughed nervously, knowing that maybe Changmin was a bit pissed off by that. “It’s only for a few hours, then Siwon is going to take over.”
Changmin sighed and nodded “Just, be careful, ok?”
“I will,” he replied and kissed Changmin. “Now eat all your food and go to rest, ok?”
Changmin laughed amusedly. “Just got here and already so bossy.”
“You know it, so you better behave,” Yunho said bending down and leaning into Changmin’s ear. “Or I’ll bring out my handcuffs.”
Changmin paled and looked up quickly. “You wouldn’t.”
Yunho just smirked and kissed Changmin one more time before walking away, leaving a slightly flustered and turned on Changmin behind.
Changmin sighed and grumpily munched on the rest of his food. Kyuhyun walked by and made catcalls but ran off screaming as Changmin aim an empty can at his head, nearly missing it. Changmin became satisfied when Kyuhyun ran into a tree, and complained to Leeteuk who just laughed and made him help clean up.
With a full belly of beans and some corn, Changmin decided to go cuddle Bambi until Yunho came back to him.
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Next A/N: So, here you have some HoMin smut and SeKai interaction! :) I'm sorry this took longer than usual but I've been really sick lately. :(
I said I was going to update the other stories in the middle of this month but I guess you'll have to bear with me a little more. I was ok for like week or so when I got a cold and got a bit complicated with sinusitis. But this 2 weeks are a break from college and I'll definitely write more! :D
Please tell us what you think of this chapter and more will be coming soon! :D yay!