*UPDATE*
Heyy
I really haven't updated in a long time, but I got some things to rant about. First off, my Grandma is in the hospital for cancer, and I am extremely worried about her, but she is currently receiving chemo, so I do hope that she is strong enough to make it through this. She is the only prson who has *always* been there for me, and I don't think I'm ready to lose her just yet. Yeah it sounds selfish, but I don't really know how else to explain it. I don't want her to be in pain, I just want her to be alright. I just gotta keep staying positive and doing everything I can for her, even though it gets tough and I get stressed out to the max. My mom has been staying with her, at the hospital, and I been staying with my uncle at his house. It's weird cuz even though we stay in the same house we hardly speak to each other. We are a lot alike I suppose. We both hide our emotions and refuse to talk about them unless someone forces us too lol. But I do like staying with him. I just hope my family can make it through.
Now, let's talk idol. American Idol. The competiton is down to nine.
1. Adam Lambert 2. Anoop Desai 3. Danny Gokey 4. Kris Allen 5 Matt Giraud 6. Lil Rounds 7 Megan Joy 8. Scott Macyntire 9. Alison Irehata (sorry if I mispelled her last name) I personally think that Adam is THE BEST!! He has one hell of a voice, and he is so unique from any other previous contestant on AI. But there's a lotta shit going around about Adam concerning his sexuality. Who fucking cares if he likes boys? It shouldn't matter, because AI is supposed to be a singing competiton, and Adam's personal life should remain private. So what if he likes kissing guys, I personally think he's freaking hot because he's gay, and if he's not he's still freaking hot! People really need to STFU about Adam's sexuality. People are hatin on him because he's gay, and that takes away his votes, but yet they cuddle and feel sorry for the blind guy, even though his voice sucks. VOTE FOR THE BEST! Don't vote for Scott just because you feel sorry for him cause he's blind. It shouldn't matter! Their performances and voices should matter, but noooo the auidence votes for Scott because he's blind; even though every performance he is getting more and more dull. But yet they won't vote for Adam because he could be gay, and he rocks the house, EVERY FUCKING TIME HE'S ON STAGE!!!! It just pisses me off that people don't actually *vote* for the best singer. It's ridiculously stupid! And the media needs to back the fuck off of Lambert! It's his own business if he is into boys; there's no need to exploit his personal life like that. It is 2009 and gay people do exist, and haters need to learn that you can't help who you are attracted to and back off. UGGHHH! This world is full of narrow minded idiots, who I just want to stab at random times.
Finally that I got that off my chest, I found out some rather hilarious news last night. Matt was online, and he actually talked to me. I am suprised. He told me that his girlfriend was a stripper! I LMAO at that. I wonder if she charges him, everytime they fuck??? LOL. But, I also know that he still misses me, and thinks about me. I don't think his gf would be too happy, but she's probably fucking some random client anyways, and he honestly thinks she's faithful??? I really thought that that boy was smart!! I guess I was wrong. I can tell he's not happy, but it's too late now. I could have made him happier and I wouldn't even have to strip! Do you ever wonder, how many people she's fucked, before she fucked you?? I bet you do now, sweetie. It's okay, life can be a bitch && so can I!! I hope you think about me everytime you're with her!!!
Now for smoe ICONS~ Yaye
I Made these so plz comment && credit if you take!!
Thankks.
-MONICA-
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I really haven't updated in a long time, but I got some things to rant about. First off, my Grandma is in the hospital for cancer, and I am extremely worried about her, but she is currently receiving chemo, so I do hope that she is strong enough to make it through this. She is the only prson who has *always* been there for me, and I don't think I'm ready to lose her just yet. Yeah it sounds selfish, but I don't really know how else to explain it. I don't want her to be in pain, I just want her to be alright. I just gotta keep staying positive and doing everything I can for her, even though it gets tough and I get stressed out to the max. My mom has been staying with her, at the hospital, and I been staying with my uncle at his house. It's weird cuz even though we stay in the same house we hardly speak to each other. We are a lot alike I suppose. We both hide our emotions and refuse to talk about them unless someone forces us too lol. But I do like staying with him. I just hope my family can make it through.
Now, let's talk idol. American Idol. The competiton is down to nine.
1. Adam Lambert 2. Anoop Desai 3. Danny Gokey 4. Kris Allen 5 Matt Giraud 6. Lil Rounds 7 Megan Joy 8. Scott Macyntire 9. Alison Irehata (sorry if I mispelled her last name) I personally think that Adam is THE BEST!! He has one hell of a voice, and he is so unique from any other previous contestant on AI. But there's a lotta shit going around about Adam concerning his sexuality. Who fucking cares if he likes boys? It shouldn't matter, because AI is supposed to be a singing competiton, and Adam's personal life should remain private. So what if he likes kissing guys, I personally think he's freaking hot because he's gay, and if he's not he's still freaking hot! People really need to STFU about Adam's sexuality. People are hatin on him because he's gay, and that takes away his votes, but yet they cuddle and feel sorry for the blind guy, even though his voice sucks. VOTE FOR THE BEST! Don't vote for Scott just because you feel sorry for him cause he's blind. It shouldn't matter! Their performances and voices should matter, but noooo the auidence votes for Scott because he's blind; even though every performance he is getting more and more dull. But yet they won't vote for Adam because he could be gay, and he rocks the house, EVERY FUCKING TIME HE'S ON STAGE!!!! It just pisses me off that people don't actually *vote* for the best singer. It's ridiculously stupid! And the media needs to back the fuck off of Lambert! It's his own business if he is into boys; there's no need to exploit his personal life like that. It is 2009 and gay people do exist, and haters need to learn that you can't help who you are attracted to and back off. UGGHHH! This world is full of narrow minded idiots, who I just want to stab at random times.
Finally that I got that off my chest, I found out some rather hilarious news last night. Matt was online, and he actually talked to me. I am suprised. He told me that his girlfriend was a stripper! I LMAO at that. I wonder if she charges him, everytime they fuck??? LOL. But, I also know that he still misses me, and thinks about me. I don't think his gf would be too happy, but she's probably fucking some random client anyways, and he honestly thinks she's faithful??? I really thought that that boy was smart!! I guess I was wrong. I can tell he's not happy, but it's too late now. I could have made him happier and I wouldn't even have to strip! Do you ever wonder, how many people she's fucked, before she fucked you?? I bet you do now, sweetie. It's okay, life can be a bitch && so can I!! I hope you think about me everytime you're with her!!!
Now for smoe ICONS~ Yaye
I Made these so plz comment && credit if you take!!
Thankks.
-MONICA-
.