Oct 26, 2008 21:58
I really don't get why he won't leave me alone. Joe, that is. I used to work with him at the mall, and since the first time I met him he has been asking me to go out with me, and won't leave me alone about it. Dude, I have told you before that w are better off just friends.That's it. We may have a lot of things in common, but not that much. I don't see why he won't leave me a lone aobut it. I have repeatedly explained to him that I do not have those types of feelings for him, and I honestly don't think you can MAKE someone fall in love. I believe that I will fall in love when I am least expecting it. It won't be planned. I cannot help who I like and who I don't like romantically speaking, so please quit trying to get me to feel things for you in which I do not. If I liked him, I would have already said yes. He is driving me insane. How else can I get through to him that I do not like him at all; in fact, if I were brutally honest his persistance even creeps me out a bit. Damn. When I did have txt on my phone he would send me all these creepy texts. One said "let's go to bed at the same time to see if we see each other in our dreams." WTF is that? I don't want to give him a chance, because the thought of even kissing him makes me stomach turn, and I'm not being shallow. He doesn't look that bad, but he just creeps me out. I am running out of options. I don't know what to do. I have told him and told him and it's just getting repetitive, why don't he just let it go and move on. He is decent enough looking to find someone else who would really like him. I am just not that someone else. And everytime I turn him down he gets all depressed and blames me for it. Dude I am not going to feel bad because I turned you down which made you depressed. I am not going to be with him, just to make him happy. I deserve to happy too, and it isn't with him.
MSG TO JOE:: LET IT GO! MOVE ON! I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU SO PLEASE STOP ASKING!!
MONICA*
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