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i can't hold back the tears or the way i feel.
anyone who knew me knew what i felt was real.
i've been so depressed lately,i can't love you anymore but i can't move on either.
everyone keeps telling me "it takes time",it sounds so cliche' and it's hard to believe that my heart will heal from this.
everytime i'm out with someone new all i think of is you.
my mind keeps wondering back to you,i hate that i still feel this way but i can't pretend i'm ok.it's too hard to fake a smile while my eyes are tearing up.
i don't understand what goes through your mind or heart,i just can't wrap my mind around it.
you're back together with her and i gotta say it really hurt,you said you were over her and that you hated her.
everyone keeps asking me if i'm ok,well i'm not,i lied.
i can't talk about it without crying or without someone getting mad at me.
i'll just brush it aside and keep pretending.
no one understands.
fuck i can't stop crying,fuck all of this.
anyone who knew me knew what i felt was real.
i've been so depressed lately,i can't love you anymore but i can't move on either.
everyone keeps telling me "it takes time",it sounds so cliche' and it's hard to believe that my heart will heal from this.
everytime i'm out with someone new all i think of is you.
my mind keeps wondering back to you,i hate that i still feel this way but i can't pretend i'm ok.it's too hard to fake a smile while my eyes are tearing up.
i don't understand what goes through your mind or heart,i just can't wrap my mind around it.
you're back together with her and i gotta say it really hurt,you said you were over her and that you hated her.
everyone keeps asking me if i'm ok,well i'm not,i lied.
i can't talk about it without crying or without someone getting mad at me.
i'll just brush it aside and keep pretending.
no one understands.
fuck i can't stop crying,fuck all of this.