i've been in such a weird mood,just blank. i'm tired of friends and familiar faces,i always do the same thing with the same people,i've just grown so tired of this town.
i'm going to San Fran next month,seeing old friends and new ones also. i can't wait for this trip,it's what i really need right now. i'm going mad.
so i just foundout that i have to testify against chris tomarrow,i'm sick to my stomache. i'm scared shitless. i don't wanna see chris and i'm scared that he'll lie and make me look bad,he has a habit of doing that. after hearing katlynns experience in court,that makes me even more nervous.
chris called me wed. night,telling me he misses me and our daughter kris and how hard this whole thing is,acted as if he were crying,i really doubt he was
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