Right now, I'm visiting my brother in Austin, TX. And during my visit here, I have had some time to do some thinking.... I realize that I pretty much hate almost everything about Virginia.... And I'm pretty certain I want to move
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I am done caring for others. I am done hoping the best for all. (even when they have done nothing to deserve it) and wishing then the best of luck. I'm done. Done. Done. Done. Over it.
Hey you, yeah you, the man that I planned on spending the rest of my life with. You know who you are. The one I gave my whole heart and soul to. The one who I did anything for. The man that sucked the life out of me; the one who betrayed me. The one who couldn't be there for me anymore... Get the fuck out of my head.
Sometimes I really really miss him. Others, I feel like I do right now. I feel like everything he touches, dies. I don't understand how he has made it as "far" as he has. There are so many things I'm still upset about. It's like I can't fix anything he has broken in my life. Sometimes, I feel hopeless.