once again it's on

Jan 01, 2009 17:57

 



So... NYE '09 (or is it '08? I'm at a naming scheme loss here) was interesting.

Most interesting point of the night: a friend of mine "came out" to me. It was funny, but only 'cause of the way the conversation started. A quarter of the way in I still had no idea what we were talking about, haha. Also amusing, but much less so, is that someone we both know told him at some point that I am not hetero... which is interesting. Why my sexuality is the topic of conversations I'm not a part of is beyond me, but I guess since it's my friends I can excuse it (for the time being).

2009 is gonna be rough, I can see that shit already. Over the past week I've been contemplating (over-contemplating, really) the easiest ways to go about solving the problems I currently have, but I've resolved (all in the past 24 hours! lol) to keep on keepin' on. No easy road. Not yet, anyway. I'm going to need to buckle down, but I'm so unmotivated. I told a friend last night that I was feeling kind of put off by the technology field. As many interests I have in it, I'm not very focused right now. There isn't anything that holds my attention for very long, or anything (well, maybe one thing) that inspires me to learn; and once one stops learning in the technology field...

We'll see. At least for the next two years I'm stuck tryin' to make it work. I'm going to seriously investigate the west coast, though. A preliminary investigative trip to Cali in the near future would be great.

Here's hoping for the best! Happy new year!

teh r0

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