i've missed you livejournal
Whoa...Sept 26 was my last entry. I can't believe so much has happened since then:
-changed major
-got myself a boy toy
-finished all my math requirements (unless I actually decide to do that math minor)
-got a new car
-a pimpin' laptop
...well, I could keep on going with that list, but for now I don't feel like listing but actually expressing myself. For once, I feel like I'm in a transition state, a slow but organized transition state. In the past whenever I went to a different phase in my life it was kind of an abrupt change, there was no feeling to it. However, in my transition state I feel like I'm growing, I have finally decided to get back to my music; although I don't have a specific job in mind I know what I want to do in the future; I'm even close to getting a job. To be honest, I'm loving this era, my life always seemed to be full with confusion but for once I have stability. So what is this all about? what am I being prepared for? will I be successful? I guess through all these changes this fear of dissapointing everyone around me and failing in life will never go away. I want to do something creative this summmer, I'm not sure what it is yet. I was thinking of maybe changing the whole decoration in my house (again) or buy myself a new digi cam (since my dad 'borrowed' mine) and go back to photography. It seems I'm wrapping up everything I have left undone in my past. There's just one thing I probably won't get done, and that's a certain friendship closure I need. I should go back to studying for my physics final now, but rest assured I shall be back.
Hello again my LJ friends :)
-changed major
-got myself a boy toy
-finished all my math requirements (unless I actually decide to do that math minor)
-got a new car
-a pimpin' laptop
...well, I could keep on going with that list, but for now I don't feel like listing but actually expressing myself. For once, I feel like I'm in a transition state, a slow but organized transition state. In the past whenever I went to a different phase in my life it was kind of an abrupt change, there was no feeling to it. However, in my transition state I feel like I'm growing, I have finally decided to get back to my music; although I don't have a specific job in mind I know what I want to do in the future; I'm even close to getting a job. To be honest, I'm loving this era, my life always seemed to be full with confusion but for once I have stability. So what is this all about? what am I being prepared for? will I be successful? I guess through all these changes this fear of dissapointing everyone around me and failing in life will never go away. I want to do something creative this summmer, I'm not sure what it is yet. I was thinking of maybe changing the whole decoration in my house (again) or buy myself a new digi cam (since my dad 'borrowed' mine) and go back to photography. It seems I'm wrapping up everything I have left undone in my past. There's just one thing I probably won't get done, and that's a certain friendship closure I need. I should go back to studying for my physics final now, but rest assured I shall be back.
Hello again my LJ friends :)