so I thought...
I thought I had grown out of this and that emotions similar to this one will never be felt again
I thought I could ignore it for a while more but it asks for so much attention
I thought after the last one I could be cold and bitter..but I'm not
Instead, I'm falling right into it, right into the trap, like a careless free mosquito all of a sudden surprised by the tongue of a frog and encaged. I keep thinking of it as something bad, something that might ruin most of what I have in my life right now but why do I have to make things seem so bad? I'm sure the other half would be able to make into something pleasing, something to awake everyday for with a dumb smile in my face.
"this is easy as lovers go,
so don't complicate it by hesitating.
and this is wonderful as loving goes,
this is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?"
dang.. I can't get that song out of my head. Anywho, this week and the next are going to be a big pain in the ass..I have so many tests, seriously pray for me guys. However, thursday next week I will be heading to Anaheim, California for an engineering conference...ahh I can't wait! but first..I must behave and do well on these upcoming exams or else I'm going to be in lots and lots of trouble. I hope all goes well and that everyone is doing alright.
I must stop hesitating
I thought I could ignore it for a while more but it asks for so much attention
I thought after the last one I could be cold and bitter..but I'm not
Instead, I'm falling right into it, right into the trap, like a careless free mosquito all of a sudden surprised by the tongue of a frog and encaged. I keep thinking of it as something bad, something that might ruin most of what I have in my life right now but why do I have to make things seem so bad? I'm sure the other half would be able to make into something pleasing, something to awake everyday for with a dumb smile in my face.
"this is easy as lovers go,
so don't complicate it by hesitating.
and this is wonderful as loving goes,
this is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?"
dang.. I can't get that song out of my head. Anywho, this week and the next are going to be a big pain in the ass..I have so many tests, seriously pray for me guys. However, thursday next week I will be heading to Anaheim, California for an engineering conference...ahh I can't wait! but first..I must behave and do well on these upcoming exams or else I'm going to be in lots and lots of trouble. I hope all goes well and that everyone is doing alright.
I must stop hesitating