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YOU KNOW.
all flipping day every little thing has been pissing me off. everyone just makes it worse. im so stressed and it is getting worse. i thought maybe i was hormonal for that womanly time of month but i had it already. i think ive got alot of sexual frustration from lack of wanted love and just some shit fucked in my head.
is it wrong that i enjoy sitting in my misery? i just enjoy that whole being alone feeling. i sat outside on my deck all day sunday by myself and i was so flipping happy.
eh. i dont really want to write here right now but i thought it would help. oh well. i mean it could be worse - my friend/cousin's water main broke and now they are coming over to shower. you know i dont make any sense at all right now. i really dont think so but i feel like ive been writing here for 49384098409 hours but its been two minutes.
maybe its the fact that im fucking high right now because meg meyers is a douche and gave me the hankering for it or that it will make me happier that hands will stop shaking, i dont know. actually you know what, it feels like my whole body is trembling. i think theres all z's in it. fucking sweet.
i love you all, eventhough i think i contradict myself. yes.... fucking food im so hungry.
<3 tonimodi
all flipping day every little thing has been pissing me off. everyone just makes it worse. im so stressed and it is getting worse. i thought maybe i was hormonal for that womanly time of month but i had it already. i think ive got alot of sexual frustration from lack of wanted love and just some shit fucked in my head.
is it wrong that i enjoy sitting in my misery? i just enjoy that whole being alone feeling. i sat outside on my deck all day sunday by myself and i was so flipping happy.
eh. i dont really want to write here right now but i thought it would help. oh well. i mean it could be worse - my friend/cousin's water main broke and now they are coming over to shower. you know i dont make any sense at all right now. i really dont think so but i feel like ive been writing here for 49384098409 hours but its been two minutes.
maybe its the fact that im fucking high right now because meg meyers is a douche and gave me the hankering for it or that it will make me happier that hands will stop shaking, i dont know. actually you know what, it feels like my whole body is trembling. i think theres all z's in it. fucking sweet.
i love you all, eventhough i think i contradict myself. yes.... fucking food im so hungry.
<3 tonimodi