Monster (chapter 12/?)
Title: Monster
Author: Me ^.^
Pairing: Masuda/Tegoshi
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Summary: They were practically coming from two different worlds, one of them wealthy and happy, the other one scarred and full of hate. Despite that fact, they would still meet, breaking the rules and moral of the society with their relationship.
Notes: English is not my native language, I’m doing my best to not make mistakes ^.^
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10
Chapter 11
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”Taka, I don’t understand this…” Tegoshi whined slightly and pulled at Masuda’s arm, seeking his attention.
“Which one?”
Tegoshi pointed at one of the tasks in his math-book. “This one. I have no idea how to solve it…”
Masuda looked at the assignment, thinking for a short while. “Ohh, this one.” He laughed lightly, scratching his head. “I have no idea. You should ask Shige, he’s pretty cleaver.”
Tegoshi bit his lip and looked down on the table. “No, it’s okay. Shige doesn’t like me.”
Masuda patted his head. “Bullshit. He was with me to help you that time, remember? And he even made it possible for you to stay at his family’s hospital He doesn’t dislike you anymore, okay?”
Tegoshi nodded slightly. Masuda kissed his temple softly, wrapping an arm around his waist. “Why do you even want to solve that problem? It’s a really hard one, why don’t you just move on to the next task?”
Tegoshi shook his head and smiled. “I want to get into a good university; therefore I need to do my best to get grades that are good enough.”
“What do you want to study?”
Tegoshi smiled when he felt how Masuda leaned his head on his shoulder, the warmth he felt from his lover making him feel happy and light inside. “I want to study psychology and be able to help persons who are suffering.”
He could feel Masuda placing a kiss on his temple, smiling against his skin. “As expected of my Yuya. I’m so proud of you.”
Tegoshi laughed lightly, his heart beating faster in his chest. “Don’t say that alredy, I haven’t achieved my goal yet.”
“Maybe not, but you still have such a wonderful goal, and it makes me so happy. You’re really working hard to become a good person.”
Tegoshi hopped off his chair and sat down on Masuda’s lap instead, snuggling close, wrapping his arms around Masuda’s strong body. Masuda laughed and patted the back of his head. “Tired of studying already?”
Tegoshi looked at him and smiled. “A short break won’t hurt, right?”
Masuda smiled at him before leaning in, kissing him softly, after a while more deep and aggressive. Tegoshi pulled back after a while to breath. “I guess a little longer break won’t hurt either.”
Masuda smiled before kissing him again, tongue slipping between his lips, hands sneaking under his shirt, caressing the skin beneath. Tegoshi just moaned softly and let himself disappear in the sweet and hot sensation, forgetting about everything but Masuda, the world around them disappearing slowly.
****
“Hey, Taka.”
Masuda turned his head to look at Tegoshi, smiling. “What?”
Tegoshi looked at the blue sky above them, walking on. The both of them were on their way home from school, walking side by side on the sidewalk. “You said that you were going to take me on a date, weren’t you?”
Masuda smiled shyly, facing the ground. “I did.”
Tegoshi reduced the distance between them, brushing their hands together on purpose. “Why don’t you take me somewhere now?”
Masuda’s cheeks took a light shade of pink, but he smiled slightly. “But you need to study…since we…had fun yesterday instead of calculating those math-tasks…”
Tegoshi laughed, bumping into Masuda lightly. “I know you liked it, so don’t complain.”
Masuda blushed even worse, and Tegoshi just giggled and poked his cheek. “Yuya, seriously, you said it yourself that you needed to study.”
Tegoshi pouted and backed away a bit. “Got it, pooper.”
Masuda just laughed lightly and grabbed Tegoshi’s hand, squeezing it lightly. “If you really want it, I guess we could leave studying for later…”
Tegoshi turned his head, smiling widely at Masuda. “Really?”
Masuda smiled. “Whatever my Yuya wants.”
Tegoshi hadn’t expected anything else, but being on a real date with Masuda was without exceptions really nice. Nothing more than a cup of coffee at a cozy café was needed for a wonderful afternoon together, and Tegoshi thought that he would burst because of all the happiness that filled his body. Being with Masuda just like that was enough for him, he didn’t need to be overly lovey-dovey in public, he didn’t want to. He needed just this, the company and affection from the one he loved. His heart still fluttered when Masuda grabbed his hand under the table, linking their fingers together. “This surely is better than studying.”
Tegoshi nodded, smiling, looking into those wonderful eyes he would be able to drown in. “What do you want to do after you graduate, Taka?”
Masuda smiled, squeezing Tegoshi’s hand. “I want to be a PE-teacher for middle-scholars. It has been my dream for a long time.”
Tegoshi nodded, smiling. “It would suit you.”
“You think?”
Tegoshi smiled, squeezing Masuda’s hand. “Taka is nice and gentle, I’m sure you would take really good care of the kids.”
Masuda just smiled, looking Tegoshi in the eyes. “You’re nice too,”
Tegoshi laughed lightly. “I just need to put my effort into it.”
Masuda suddenly turned his gaze away, taking a sip of his coffee. Tegoshi gazed him with a confused expression, but Masuda just laughed shyly. “If you look at me like that I won’t be able to refuse to kiss you, you know.”
Tegoshi blinked at him, blushing slightly. “Sorry…”
Masuda shook his head. “I love my Yuya a lot, that’s why I can’t hold back.”
Tegoshi squeezed Masuda’s hand under the table and smiled. “That’s a good thing then, but with bad timing.”
****
It had become pretty late when Masuda followed Tegoshi towards his place, walking with him under the stars and the moon. Tegoshi looked at their surroundings, they were all alone; something Tegoshi definitely wanted to take advantage of. He moved closer to Masuda and sneaked an arm around his waist, leaning his head on his shoulder. “Thanks for a really nice afternoon, Taka. Not that I expected something else when you’re with me.”
Masuda wrapped an arm around Tegoshi’s waist as well, holding him close. “It became really late though…will you have time to study?”
Tegoshi nodded. “I’ll be fine.”
“You’re really smart, so it shouldn’t be a problem for you.”
Tegoshi laughed lightly, but Masuda didn’t. “What’s wrong, Taka?”
Masuda shook his head. “Nothing. I hope you’ll get the grades you deserve.”
“All I can do is to try my very best, right?”
Masuda kissed his hair. “That’s right. But sometimes that won’t help…I still hope things will be fine for you.”
Tegoshi had to admit that Masuda’s words scared him a bit, for a reason that was unknown for him. He still decided to not care and kissed Masuda’s cheek, nuzzling against his skin. “Things will be fine, Taka.”
Masuda kissed Tegoshi’s temple and smiled. “Yes”
They just walked on after that in silence, just enjoying the other’s company. Tegoshi felt really happy, having Masuda by his side like this, their love even being accepted. It felt like nothing could ruin their happiness now, because they had survived everything that had been against them on the way. Nothing would be able to break them, Tegoshi was certain of that. He was sure of it until they walked up the stairs to his apartment and Tegoshi saw the man standing by his door.
“Finally you’ve come back.”
Tegoshi stared at his father, his heat beating faster in his chest with rage. Masuda stood by his side now too, looking at the man as well. “Yuya, who’s this?”
Tegoshi gritted his teeth. “He’s a scum that shouldn’t even be here.”
The man laughed coldly. “That’s not a nice thing to say to your father, Yuya.”
“Is that your dad?”
Tegoshi nodded slightly, avoiding Masuda’s gaze. He stared angrily at his father instead. “Go away. Don’t ever come see me again!”
The man smirked, holding a small paper bag up in front of Tegoshi. “Here’s the stuff, my men will come and pick it up in a few days.”
“Didn’t I tell you that I won’t become a part of your filthy business?”
“Don’t talk to me like that; you know what the outcome will be.”
Tegoshi clenched his fists hard, nails digging into his skin. “I won’t become a fucking drug-dealer, don’t you get it? Now get out of here!”
The man put the bag down beside Tegoshi’s door before walking past him, turning around to look at him with cold eyes. “Things won’t end here. And you know what will happen if you try to oppose the organization.”
Tegoshi was shaking in frustration, tears slowly starting to fall down his cheeks.
“Yuya, what was that about?”
Tegoshi shook his head, sobbing softly. Masuda squeezed his shoulder. “Are your parents’ drug-dealers?”
Tegoshi sobbed softly, but didn’t answer. “Yuya, I need to know.”
Tegoshi turned around then, looking Masuda in the eyes. “They are. But I’ve never taken any drugs. I moved from home when they started it, and…”
Masuda suddenly wrapped his strong arms around Tegoshi’s body, holding him tightly. “Is your dad using you to smuggle?”
Tegoshi nodded slightly. “He…he doesn’t listen when I say no.”
Masuda tightened his grip around Tegoshi, patting his back. “Yuya…will things be okay?”
Tegoshi just sobbed, hiding his face in Masuda’s shoulder. “I don’t know…I don’t know what to do. That organization is dangerous, but I don’t want to be a scumbag who destroys people’s lives with drugs…”
Masuda nodded, hands running through Tegoshi’s hair softly. “I’m sure things will be fine. Remember I’m by your side this time.”
Tegoshi sobbed, tightening his grip around Masuda’ “That’s what scares me the most. This is the dark side of the society, and it’s dangerous. I don’t want you to get hurt because of me.”
“I won’t leave your side, no matter what you say.”
Tegoshi buried his face in Masuda’s chest, sobbing and shaking, scared of what would happen next, with him and with Masuda, with them. Tegoshi’s heart slowly broke in his chest and he moved closer to Masuda, holding him close, shaking and crying in his arms.
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Finally a chapter that’s not delayed ^.^ But the last chapter barely got any comments at all, and I’m starting to worry that people doesn’t like this fic anymore…And if that’s the case, it feels kinda unnecessary to continue with it, because the important thing is that the ones who reads it like it!
But aww, well… Thanks for reading anyway ^.^<33333 Comments are very loved ^.^<3
Author: Me ^.^
Pairing: Masuda/Tegoshi
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Summary: They were practically coming from two different worlds, one of them wealthy and happy, the other one scarred and full of hate. Despite that fact, they would still meet, breaking the rules and moral of the society with their relationship.
Notes: English is not my native language, I’m doing my best to not make mistakes ^.^
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10
Chapter 11
*~*~*~*~*~*
”Taka, I don’t understand this…” Tegoshi whined slightly and pulled at Masuda’s arm, seeking his attention.
“Which one?”
Tegoshi pointed at one of the tasks in his math-book. “This one. I have no idea how to solve it…”
Masuda looked at the assignment, thinking for a short while. “Ohh, this one.” He laughed lightly, scratching his head. “I have no idea. You should ask Shige, he’s pretty cleaver.”
Tegoshi bit his lip and looked down on the table. “No, it’s okay. Shige doesn’t like me.”
Masuda patted his head. “Bullshit. He was with me to help you that time, remember? And he even made it possible for you to stay at his family’s hospital He doesn’t dislike you anymore, okay?”
Tegoshi nodded slightly. Masuda kissed his temple softly, wrapping an arm around his waist. “Why do you even want to solve that problem? It’s a really hard one, why don’t you just move on to the next task?”
Tegoshi shook his head and smiled. “I want to get into a good university; therefore I need to do my best to get grades that are good enough.”
“What do you want to study?”
Tegoshi smiled when he felt how Masuda leaned his head on his shoulder, the warmth he felt from his lover making him feel happy and light inside. “I want to study psychology and be able to help persons who are suffering.”
He could feel Masuda placing a kiss on his temple, smiling against his skin. “As expected of my Yuya. I’m so proud of you.”
Tegoshi laughed lightly, his heart beating faster in his chest. “Don’t say that alredy, I haven’t achieved my goal yet.”
“Maybe not, but you still have such a wonderful goal, and it makes me so happy. You’re really working hard to become a good person.”
Tegoshi hopped off his chair and sat down on Masuda’s lap instead, snuggling close, wrapping his arms around Masuda’s strong body. Masuda laughed and patted the back of his head. “Tired of studying already?”
Tegoshi looked at him and smiled. “A short break won’t hurt, right?”
Masuda smiled at him before leaning in, kissing him softly, after a while more deep and aggressive. Tegoshi pulled back after a while to breath. “I guess a little longer break won’t hurt either.”
Masuda smiled before kissing him again, tongue slipping between his lips, hands sneaking under his shirt, caressing the skin beneath. Tegoshi just moaned softly and let himself disappear in the sweet and hot sensation, forgetting about everything but Masuda, the world around them disappearing slowly.
****
“Hey, Taka.”
Masuda turned his head to look at Tegoshi, smiling. “What?”
Tegoshi looked at the blue sky above them, walking on. The both of them were on their way home from school, walking side by side on the sidewalk. “You said that you were going to take me on a date, weren’t you?”
Masuda smiled shyly, facing the ground. “I did.”
Tegoshi reduced the distance between them, brushing their hands together on purpose. “Why don’t you take me somewhere now?”
Masuda’s cheeks took a light shade of pink, but he smiled slightly. “But you need to study…since we…had fun yesterday instead of calculating those math-tasks…”
Tegoshi laughed, bumping into Masuda lightly. “I know you liked it, so don’t complain.”
Masuda blushed even worse, and Tegoshi just giggled and poked his cheek. “Yuya, seriously, you said it yourself that you needed to study.”
Tegoshi pouted and backed away a bit. “Got it, pooper.”
Masuda just laughed lightly and grabbed Tegoshi’s hand, squeezing it lightly. “If you really want it, I guess we could leave studying for later…”
Tegoshi turned his head, smiling widely at Masuda. “Really?”
Masuda smiled. “Whatever my Yuya wants.”
Tegoshi hadn’t expected anything else, but being on a real date with Masuda was without exceptions really nice. Nothing more than a cup of coffee at a cozy café was needed for a wonderful afternoon together, and Tegoshi thought that he would burst because of all the happiness that filled his body. Being with Masuda just like that was enough for him, he didn’t need to be overly lovey-dovey in public, he didn’t want to. He needed just this, the company and affection from the one he loved. His heart still fluttered when Masuda grabbed his hand under the table, linking their fingers together. “This surely is better than studying.”
Tegoshi nodded, smiling, looking into those wonderful eyes he would be able to drown in. “What do you want to do after you graduate, Taka?”
Masuda smiled, squeezing Tegoshi’s hand. “I want to be a PE-teacher for middle-scholars. It has been my dream for a long time.”
Tegoshi nodded, smiling. “It would suit you.”
“You think?”
Tegoshi smiled, squeezing Masuda’s hand. “Taka is nice and gentle, I’m sure you would take really good care of the kids.”
Masuda just smiled, looking Tegoshi in the eyes. “You’re nice too,”
Tegoshi laughed lightly. “I just need to put my effort into it.”
Masuda suddenly turned his gaze away, taking a sip of his coffee. Tegoshi gazed him with a confused expression, but Masuda just laughed shyly. “If you look at me like that I won’t be able to refuse to kiss you, you know.”
Tegoshi blinked at him, blushing slightly. “Sorry…”
Masuda shook his head. “I love my Yuya a lot, that’s why I can’t hold back.”
Tegoshi squeezed Masuda’s hand under the table and smiled. “That’s a good thing then, but with bad timing.”
****
It had become pretty late when Masuda followed Tegoshi towards his place, walking with him under the stars and the moon. Tegoshi looked at their surroundings, they were all alone; something Tegoshi definitely wanted to take advantage of. He moved closer to Masuda and sneaked an arm around his waist, leaning his head on his shoulder. “Thanks for a really nice afternoon, Taka. Not that I expected something else when you’re with me.”
Masuda wrapped an arm around Tegoshi’s waist as well, holding him close. “It became really late though…will you have time to study?”
Tegoshi nodded. “I’ll be fine.”
“You’re really smart, so it shouldn’t be a problem for you.”
Tegoshi laughed lightly, but Masuda didn’t. “What’s wrong, Taka?”
Masuda shook his head. “Nothing. I hope you’ll get the grades you deserve.”
“All I can do is to try my very best, right?”
Masuda kissed his hair. “That’s right. But sometimes that won’t help…I still hope things will be fine for you.”
Tegoshi had to admit that Masuda’s words scared him a bit, for a reason that was unknown for him. He still decided to not care and kissed Masuda’s cheek, nuzzling against his skin. “Things will be fine, Taka.”
Masuda kissed Tegoshi’s temple and smiled. “Yes”
They just walked on after that in silence, just enjoying the other’s company. Tegoshi felt really happy, having Masuda by his side like this, their love even being accepted. It felt like nothing could ruin their happiness now, because they had survived everything that had been against them on the way. Nothing would be able to break them, Tegoshi was certain of that. He was sure of it until they walked up the stairs to his apartment and Tegoshi saw the man standing by his door.
“Finally you’ve come back.”
Tegoshi stared at his father, his heat beating faster in his chest with rage. Masuda stood by his side now too, looking at the man as well. “Yuya, who’s this?”
Tegoshi gritted his teeth. “He’s a scum that shouldn’t even be here.”
The man laughed coldly. “That’s not a nice thing to say to your father, Yuya.”
“Is that your dad?”
Tegoshi nodded slightly, avoiding Masuda’s gaze. He stared angrily at his father instead. “Go away. Don’t ever come see me again!”
The man smirked, holding a small paper bag up in front of Tegoshi. “Here’s the stuff, my men will come and pick it up in a few days.”
“Didn’t I tell you that I won’t become a part of your filthy business?”
“Don’t talk to me like that; you know what the outcome will be.”
Tegoshi clenched his fists hard, nails digging into his skin. “I won’t become a fucking drug-dealer, don’t you get it? Now get out of here!”
The man put the bag down beside Tegoshi’s door before walking past him, turning around to look at him with cold eyes. “Things won’t end here. And you know what will happen if you try to oppose the organization.”
Tegoshi was shaking in frustration, tears slowly starting to fall down his cheeks.
“Yuya, what was that about?”
Tegoshi shook his head, sobbing softly. Masuda squeezed his shoulder. “Are your parents’ drug-dealers?”
Tegoshi sobbed softly, but didn’t answer. “Yuya, I need to know.”
Tegoshi turned around then, looking Masuda in the eyes. “They are. But I’ve never taken any drugs. I moved from home when they started it, and…”
Masuda suddenly wrapped his strong arms around Tegoshi’s body, holding him tightly. “Is your dad using you to smuggle?”
Tegoshi nodded slightly. “He…he doesn’t listen when I say no.”
Masuda tightened his grip around Tegoshi, patting his back. “Yuya…will things be okay?”
Tegoshi just sobbed, hiding his face in Masuda’s shoulder. “I don’t know…I don’t know what to do. That organization is dangerous, but I don’t want to be a scumbag who destroys people’s lives with drugs…”
Masuda nodded, hands running through Tegoshi’s hair softly. “I’m sure things will be fine. Remember I’m by your side this time.”
Tegoshi sobbed, tightening his grip around Masuda’ “That’s what scares me the most. This is the dark side of the society, and it’s dangerous. I don’t want you to get hurt because of me.”
“I won’t leave your side, no matter what you say.”
Tegoshi buried his face in Masuda’s chest, sobbing and shaking, scared of what would happen next, with him and with Masuda, with them. Tegoshi’s heart slowly broke in his chest and he moved closer to Masuda, holding him close, shaking and crying in his arms.
*~*~*~*~*~*
Finally a chapter that’s not delayed ^.^ But the last chapter barely got any comments at all, and I’m starting to worry that people doesn’t like this fic anymore…And if that’s the case, it feels kinda unnecessary to continue with it, because the important thing is that the ones who reads it like it!
But aww, well… Thanks for reading anyway ^.^<33333 Comments are very loved ^.^<3