were gonna die like this uno? miserable and old really got to hand it 2 u...

Dec 14, 2004 16:49

i said that to doug today and he just looked at me funny, but it's his fault, we haven't hung out for a few days, and i don't make out and stuff at school, so it sucks! lol! it's weird, cuz like i was talking to brandon the other day when i realized that i really do love him (doug)... weird huh? i didn't say ne thing to him until he said it 2 me first,(which would have been sunday, that greatest day of my life!) i mean, who would have thought me and doug? i would have never thought! lol i didn't even think i was going to have a b/f let alone one that i love. but i'm not one of those types of people that say it to say it cuz that is what b/f'g anf g/f's say to eachother. we promised that we weren't saying it until we meant it. so after 2 and 1/2 months... i actually love him! lol
i'm so glad, me and leez are starting to like hang out more, cuz when i first was with doug, me and him hung out like everyday and talked for like every second, but now, we hang out a few times a week and talk for like 45 mins to and hr a day. which is healthy i guess... lol!
things are good with brooke now. me and her don't fight, like if we r mad, we just don't talk to the other one and then we say we r sorry, which is good i guess, cuz that means we aren't mean to eachother! i still should tell levi i'm sry for yelling at him. lol cuz i was way way mean to him. so he is prolly mad at me for being a bitch... lol i fricken rode the bus cuz i'm too scared to ask him for a ride now that we aren't talking... lol well my sis is home and we are going shopping YEAH! even tho we aren't gettin along really good now, it's ok, cuz we are starting to be better about it then we were these past few weekends, who knows, maybe we will visit mr. jingles (my mom's rabbit)b 4 we leave! yeah! adios!
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