May 18, 2010 19:10
At this moment I am warm and cozy. I suppose it could be attributed to the glass (or two) of merlot that I've been sipping or maybe the black cashmere sweater clinging to my body, or maybe it's because my children are running up to me giving me hugs with shouts of "Mommy". Whatever the reason, I haven't felt this relaxed in weeks, and by weeks I mean at least 6 to 8, which than translates to months. These past two nights I have had the most restful sleep even if my dreams are centered around people I knew in middle school performing for the American team during the Olympic, which I am juding...weird, but wide awake and rested at 5:00am.
Bill gave me the best Mother's Day gift and that was scheduling an appointment for a consultaion for a vasectomy (sp?) on the 26th. I am hoping he'll keep the appointment and actually set up a time and place for the surgery.
While I had been sick and miserable for several weeks I seem to be over the worst of it and these past two weeks I feel as if something in my body has "switched" and is getting back to its old self. Maybe it's because I've lost 10 lbs. or maybe it's because of the warm weather. Maybe it's everything in my life getting back to a normal routine. I don't know, but I am grateful.