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Wow it has been a long time since I have written in here. I just need to get some stuff off my chest and I can't do it on myspace because of nosy family members.
Well things just keep getting worse. When I think things are going up they fall back down again with the top no where in sight.
Got more bad news today. It so sucks but there is nothing I can do.
I have a choice of which bill to pay. They are all the same amount. Do I pay my rent or get kicked out?
Do I pay my cell phone bill or let it get shut off?
Do I pay my car insurance or let it get canceled?
I don't know. I just wish I wasnt who I was before that got me into this mess. I will say IF I can get myself out of this, I PROMISE to never be the person I was before. I will never let myself get back in this situation EVER AGAIN. Even if it means being alone, losing friends or whatever.
I have no one to blame but myself for my problems and I swear if I can ever get out of this mess that it will never happen again.
Well things just keep getting worse. When I think things are going up they fall back down again with the top no where in sight.
Got more bad news today. It so sucks but there is nothing I can do.
I have a choice of which bill to pay. They are all the same amount. Do I pay my rent or get kicked out?
Do I pay my cell phone bill or let it get shut off?
Do I pay my car insurance or let it get canceled?
I don't know. I just wish I wasnt who I was before that got me into this mess. I will say IF I can get myself out of this, I PROMISE to never be the person I was before. I will never let myself get back in this situation EVER AGAIN. Even if it means being alone, losing friends or whatever.
I have no one to blame but myself for my problems and I swear if I can ever get out of this mess that it will never happen again.