I wish i could buy back the woman you stole

[momma_mea]

i'm at the library killing time so that i don't have to go home.
it sucks when everyone else is at school or work.
i feel completely sneaky because it feels like i have something to hide.
so i keep looking over my shoulder,
assuming that everyone is looking at me.
ha yeah right. how self absorbed am i?
i should totally get a life...

i'm sick of myself.
i'm sick of how i am and how i feel.