it's like you're a drug...

[momma_mea]

i had a relapse.
i have no will power.
i was doing pretty good,
or so i thought.
maybe i was just tricking myself into thinking i was better...
but there was a little encouragement,
a little taste, a little hint,
to make me cave in despite my precautions,
to break through my own safety net
that turns out wasn't so safe after all.
it's as thin as rice paper
and all it takes is a small push
and i fall right through.
i can try to patch it up,
but i doubt it'll ever really work.

on another note...

we all know a liar,
no need to say any names.
but we can't decide why he lies
because they're so easy to see through.
and we all know what 'taking a nap' means...
i remember those all too well.

and then he wonders why we don't trust him...
i always tried to give him the benefit of the doubt,
but you only get so many chances.
it never looks good when you get caught either.
so stop trying to wiggle out of it.
being indecisive is one thing,
but make up your mind.