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gosh i remember when i used to update this thing 3 times aday, Now like once a week.
SO This weekend was fun.
Thanksgiving Huge at the realitives, got to see Lukus!! took some cute pictures. Wish my computer at my moms would work agian so i could put them on, but i dont think that is gonna happen.
Went to marcys thanksgiving :-)
She came over for the night. It was fun. Then the next day Jessica came over and marcy.
Then the next day Marcy went home and me and jessica chilled at my crib. lol And we where like " you know what , we are gonna get are belly bottons pierced FINALLY" so we go call up the place and her mom was coming to pick us up and i was like heck, i might as well as my dad and not keep it a secret from him, and good i did, beacuse at first he was like " let jessica get it done then in 30 days make up a desicion and i was like? wtf thats lame" so he was like.. okay mabe next weekend but not this weekend, and ric, the guy that works for my dad also does body piercing and tattos. SO it was tiiighhhtt!! beacuse we both get it for FREE. yaaahh. SO next weekend iam excited. but a little scared beacuse iam just a chicken about everything.
SOoO we went to the mall and aeropastale (even tho i dont like that store at all) had a 50% off everything in the store. so i bought some stuff that looked acutally mature. i dont like that store beacuse most the stuff is like bright colors and monkeys and bears and all this childish animals on everything. But i got a good buy there.
And soo jessica spent the night agian and we watched beach bum fights, witch was lame, it wasnt what we thought it was going to be, the cover was like " guys fighting on the beach and girls" and i was like ohh shit girl fighting tips lol. so we bought it and it was these 2 girls who were messing around they were friends they wernt throwing punched or antying just rolling around laughing beacuse they were drunk off there ass;s but it was spring break 05 and there were abunch of guys fighting . but it was still lame.
SO toinight. Went to my soccer game in midland we won. I was dissapionted i played super bad. i played forward alot but still iv played better and it was my first time with the extreme. and i was bad. but oh well. it was my first time.
SO then i get ready to do my homework and fUCKINZG AShjfhsdjf ENGLISH REASEARCH paper thing, its like a reasearch papeer about like ben fanklin and martin luther king and u have to make a resamay for them, like for a work application, its sooo piontless and its due tommorow and i swear after i saw that in my planner i was swearing in my room for about 10 mins trying to get it all off my chest. i was like like FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK THAT CLASS FUCK SCHOOL, I HATE SCHOOL, IAM GONNA FAIL, IAM GONNA HAVE NO JOB, I SUCK AT LIFE. for a good 10 mins, then i didnt feel anybeetter so iam came one line and bitches some more.
i mean come on!! i fail EVERY spanish test. i fail EVERY science test beacuse its all physical science (p) witch is all hard math and i hate math!!! and i have like a A in math but iam in algerbra beacuse iam retarted in math, and all this math is like.. not algerbra and it makes me mad!! and i fail. and i fail english even tho its soooo easy, its just like the reserch papers are hard beacuse u acutally gotta put time outside of school to do that shit. and i dont ahve time! it was a weekend to relax and fuck. i cant even relax.
iam pissed. and i was gonna make this entry short and its frickin looonng.
<54 iam gonna shut up