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Sooo..
friday- kristins party, it was fun
saturday- mall, then jessica spent the night :-D
we wathed some *movies* ahah
lol
sunday- today.. hmm we ordered pizza and we had a brilliant idea to put a porno on the tv and the pizza dude answered the door and we had the sound up and he looking in and then gave kellen the weirdest look lol ahaha.
Homework- yes
darn.
only 3 days of school this week :-)
I noticed that people tyhink iam stuck up. But in reality iam everything but stuck up. If i could show on the outside how i feel on the inside, i would have my head down 24/7 and would never look anyone in the face.
iam sorry, I hold my head hiigh in school i hold my head high as i walk down the hall ways beacuse, it hids the true hurt in side. and no its not the boy drama that everyone has. Its diffrent. its family, its me, its my friends, its alot of things. that you would never understand. its my past. its my future, If the things in my life could happen to anyone else i woiuld garentee that person would have commited suicide... GARENTEE. there are things about me not even my closest friends know.. there are things iam afraid to tell people, some beacuse iam afraid they will tell others, but even my closes trustworthy, will always be there friends, i wont even tell them. just beacuse i cant even say the words.
idk
<3
friday- kristins party, it was fun
saturday- mall, then jessica spent the night :-D
we wathed some *movies* ahah
lol
sunday- today.. hmm we ordered pizza and we had a brilliant idea to put a porno on the tv and the pizza dude answered the door and we had the sound up and he looking in and then gave kellen the weirdest look lol ahaha.
Homework- yes
darn.
only 3 days of school this week :-)
I noticed that people tyhink iam stuck up. But in reality iam everything but stuck up. If i could show on the outside how i feel on the inside, i would have my head down 24/7 and would never look anyone in the face.
iam sorry, I hold my head hiigh in school i hold my head high as i walk down the hall ways beacuse, it hids the true hurt in side. and no its not the boy drama that everyone has. Its diffrent. its family, its me, its my friends, its alot of things. that you would never understand. its my past. its my future, If the things in my life could happen to anyone else i woiuld garentee that person would have commited suicide... GARENTEE. there are things about me not even my closest friends know.. there are things iam afraid to tell people, some beacuse iam afraid they will tell others, but even my closes trustworthy, will always be there friends, i wont even tell them. just beacuse i cant even say the words.
idk
<3