FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i just got bitched at by my teacher and this is basically how it goes.
"melissa, you're stupid"
"o really, well hey im sorry."
then i left. i have never been this depressed. then, brandon has been giving me fuckin attitude. wat, is it cuz ive bin talking to nicole? is it because i said that im over him? i mean, as far as i knew, he didnt want me to like him. i mean, wat the fuck? i cant take all of this shit. im dividing my room. my roomate shouldnt have to see me being so depressed. she really doesnt. o wait. ges wat. carolyn and ted are bak together. they both seem to be way more happier than what they were. e. got j-ced yesterday. supposedly hes going to get kicked out and i think that he will 1. hes stupid 2. he keeps doing stupid shit 3. HES BLACK. theres only white people on the jc committy. he has no fuckin chance. and for some reason i dont want him to be gone. i dont know if its because of what we shared before, or.... i dont know. my mind isnt right rite now. o well. im not rite so im fucking told. im fuckin campused on friday. how FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got campused cuz my room wasnt clean. i was going to clean it last nite but i didnt have the chance becuz i was too bizy having an emotional break down with adria last nite. sat here in my room sobbing my ass off. and i feel so bad cuz i didnt need to get adria teary. it was fare. well im going to go and clean my room so he could shut up. SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT