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life is as shitty and as wonderful as it ever was and as the days go by i continue to cry.
Had my 4th quiz in ASL tonight. Got a 100%. least I am sure I did as long as the teacher does not grade one question strictly. It is hard to tell how she will grade a translation even when you translate in the manner she asks for. Final exam is next week, for all three of my classes, than there is a four week break before Winter term starts.
There's this girl in my class, very pretty and sexy, with a shitty attitude. She is quite stand-offish and borderline stuck up. Can't really tell if it is genuine snobbery or that jadedness pretty girls develop when they are into geeky things. She is into anime, cospplay, and comics, and I am sure she gets alot of attention at cons, but that's no excuse to take it out on other people. I tried talking to her tonight, about class, and she was just really...aloof. She has been that way before, which is why I say she has a bad attitude. It seems to be her default approach to conversation. Don't know if it is because I am male or she thinks I am not "cool". Either way, it only annoyed me tonight b/c of the way I have been feeling lately.
I looked her up on FB and she really is quite good at cosplay. She is very hardcore into it, though, and based on her various posts and pics, I get the impression we wouldn't have much in common despite mutual likes. I never get along with gung-ho fans of anything; I am too laid back about my interests. That has always been a obstacle for me when talking to people. Even if we enjoy similar things, I never enjoy as much as others and so eventually, their enthusiasm or fanaticism wears me out.
Feeling pretty crippled and dead lately, like i genuinely can't move and it hurts and I am just so tired. I just silently count down the days as I wait for my grandfather to pass away so I can kill myself. He's robust though, so no telling how long he will last. As such, life is a chore for me and i am trying to deal as best I can, but well, you know. I just hold onto the glimmer of the future, that beacon in the distance when I know I will finally find peace.
I want to see Thor 2 again, and there is a five percent interest in seeing Ender's Game after hearing some good reviews of it. Never got around to seeing Gravity, which makes me sad. I will go see The Hobbit 2 on Imax, so that will be great.
Had my 4th quiz in ASL tonight. Got a 100%. least I am sure I did as long as the teacher does not grade one question strictly. It is hard to tell how she will grade a translation even when you translate in the manner she asks for. Final exam is next week, for all three of my classes, than there is a four week break before Winter term starts.
There's this girl in my class, very pretty and sexy, with a shitty attitude. She is quite stand-offish and borderline stuck up. Can't really tell if it is genuine snobbery or that jadedness pretty girls develop when they are into geeky things. She is into anime, cospplay, and comics, and I am sure she gets alot of attention at cons, but that's no excuse to take it out on other people. I tried talking to her tonight, about class, and she was just really...aloof. She has been that way before, which is why I say she has a bad attitude. It seems to be her default approach to conversation. Don't know if it is because I am male or she thinks I am not "cool". Either way, it only annoyed me tonight b/c of the way I have been feeling lately.
I looked her up on FB and she really is quite good at cosplay. She is very hardcore into it, though, and based on her various posts and pics, I get the impression we wouldn't have much in common despite mutual likes. I never get along with gung-ho fans of anything; I am too laid back about my interests. That has always been a obstacle for me when talking to people. Even if we enjoy similar things, I never enjoy as much as others and so eventually, their enthusiasm or fanaticism wears me out.
Feeling pretty crippled and dead lately, like i genuinely can't move and it hurts and I am just so tired. I just silently count down the days as I wait for my grandfather to pass away so I can kill myself. He's robust though, so no telling how long he will last. As such, life is a chore for me and i am trying to deal as best I can, but well, you know. I just hold onto the glimmer of the future, that beacon in the distance when I know I will finally find peace.
I want to see Thor 2 again, and there is a five percent interest in seeing Ender's Game after hearing some good reviews of it. Never got around to seeing Gravity, which makes me sad. I will go see The Hobbit 2 on Imax, so that will be great.