where have all the decent people gone?
i fell so fucking self-ritchous, like its just my week to bitch people out for i guess what i know is right. i do feel like a bitch at the same time though. or a hypocit, which i hate. i bitched out gabe for being a total fuck up and that was probably fueled bby my utter bitterness and "what the fuckness" towards him. i was cursed out as well. i bitched at andy for calling me a drug addict, bisexual who wanted his cock in so many words. i bitched out chase for being completely unresponsive and thwarting any attempts i make to be close to him (i wonder if he knows hes doing that....he probably does). i bitched out these assholes in algebra class for making fun of this gurl for no reason and making her cry and leave the room. i felt proud that i had said something (maybe even too much) but i felt so dissapointed in ...everyone else for doing absolutely nothing. i was thinking "where have all the decent people gone" and i thaught about it and you know, i think that even if the entire schoool was there i think id still be among few. it pisses me off and makes me sad at the same time. sarah says that people share my views( and know that it is wrong) but lack the boldness to act on them. i say fuck that. she is right people are scared but why be scared for standing against something you KNOW to be wrong. its like being afraid to stand for what you believe in (not to get self-ritchous