May 22, 2005 21:37
Ben Kweller is my hero. His music.. oh my lord.
Amazing.
Simply Amazing.
Ramie, i seriously hate school. it tears people apart, no joke, it's like we don't know each other anymore. I love you. and Im sorry it has to be so dumb like that. But this summer. REUNITING! haha.
This weekend was like a preview of summer. I hung out with my sisters the whole entire time. true love with true gangsters, can't beat that.
Ok so heres the dealio.
I miss chris more than anything and it sucks having a best friend that you know.. doesn't live here. me and ben are over i think and i don't even want to say anything about that because i know i'll change my mind about whatever i say later on. Me and daniel have hung out soososo much and im really upset that he's leaving and graduating and all that, but he's by far the most fun person i know. and then theres some other people i've been talking to alot but i won't even say anything cause i don't want word going around that i like someone and that they like me and all that BS, sooooo i'll just shutup while im ahead. lol.
Point is. I just want time to breathe. going back with ben was ok with me after like 2 weeks but it's just so gone now and he doesn't want it and blah. so forget that idea. I just really want to be myself with courtney and ramie and just have summer. and money. and a car.
Summer money car. HIKE!