when i break down and make a soun you cant hear me

[mollyelliott]

hoday has been a crazy day. the only other day i can remember that is anything remotely close to this was when i was nine years old and i had an anxiety atack before school, so i didnt go. today was like that day plus ten thousand. i woke up witha sunken heart and a weird feeling in my brain. i cried or the the majority of the day. all i want is

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To live would be an awfully big adventure....

[ricer_04]

Molly, you can't let this thing beat you. Beat it. Kick its ass all the way to the fucking moon. Tell all this depression bullshit to sod off raise your head up and face it straight in the eyes. I think once you do this you'll realize what I have known all along-- you ARE the strong person that you sometimes don't think you are. Sometimes it takes an outside person to tell you...so I'm telling you. The Molly I knew in HS and MS and the one I saw on Fri are two different ppl caught in one person's brain and heart. BUT... the one I know and I have known for longer....the one who was strong and always there; the one who would do whatever she could to make u happy even if she ended up spreading herself too thin...that Molly will kick the other Molly's ass. Then we can laugh and talk and try to regain a state of semi-normalcy. Not everything will go back to how it was, but it's not supposed to.
I'm here for you...and I will help you kick the other Molly away. I think we both know I was an okay fighter in 7th grade up against Marcela. ;) Love ya babe.