Thanks Melody (and LJ)
Wait a minute. I just re-read my entry from the 9th and I said the exact opposite of what I just posted. It actually made me feel a little better and got me wondering why I feel so different this week, what has changed? I definitely know. It was a big change, a scary step that forced me to face some demons and put something very important to me at risk. That's it. God loves it but Satan loves it too and has had a heyday with me this week. I know what I have to do now. Thanks Melody for getting me started with LJ, it helps to be able to look back and see how things have changed and be able to reflect.