Hey I paid attention
I don’t have many certainties in life. I don’t have any thing solid to believe in, or something to make me feel or believe that I’m not hopeless. I know things, and believe in facts, but that doesn’t make me feel better about it. I know too many things, and sometimes I feel like I’m going crazy. Some people don’t think I’m not very smart, because I’m bad at math and sometimes it takes me a bit to learn something. But once I learn it, I’m usually good at it, because then I have confidence and evidence of hope. Or whatever. I know for a fact that I’m smart, but it doesn’t do me a lot of good cooped up in my room, terrified of everything.
I’m so anxious all the time.
no one answers the phone, or calls me back.
Sometimes I feel like I don't exist.
If it wasn't for my mom and brother I'm sure I'd go full out- cat lady crazy. I miss my brother sooo much.
I'm so lonely, and I really am trying. That's what people don't get. Well, that and other things.
If i stay here much longer...
oh well.
The word “insert” always sounds funny
Thank god and satan for comedy.
Human Giant is amazing.
I’m so anxious all the time.
no one answers the phone, or calls me back.
Sometimes I feel like I don't exist.
If it wasn't for my mom and brother I'm sure I'd go full out- cat lady crazy. I miss my brother sooo much.
I'm so lonely, and I really am trying. That's what people don't get. Well, that and other things.
If i stay here much longer...
oh well.
The word “insert” always sounds funny
Thank god and satan for comedy.
Human Giant is amazing.