Writing here is useless. No one reads my journal really. I only have to do this for myself........ I feel like my brain cells are fast decaying.

Writer's block is at bay once more. It has been tremendously hard to write anything these last couple of months. I can't say that nothing happened over the said time period because a lot did. It's not like ( Read more... )

i want to stop thinking because it's tiring. i usually keep mum about most of the things i'm thinking.
the more serious things are attempted to be buried at the back of my mind. yes, i am in denial.
when i talk about the things that bother me, that is just the tip of the iceberg.
those are little tidbits. the big picture is in the attic, half- ( Read more... )