Distance (Chapter 5)
Title: Distance
Author: Moko
Pairing: Ohmiya, Yama, slight Aimiya
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, drama, romance...
Disclaimer: The story comes from my brain...?
Beta-ed by bluemonstar ! Love you dear ♥!
Summary: When Ohno has to get married, his long relationship with Nino comes to an end against his wish. But 3 years later, Nino suddenly reappears in his life.
Notes: Ohno's POV
I was so impressed that all of you told me that Sho must have heard something, when I myself didn't know why he was drunk... But I guess I'll have to find a reason ^^ ♥
And the nc-17 scene is a nice one ♥
Chapterlist
Chapter 5:
I wake up to the sound of my phone ringing in my ears. I sleepily lift my head to see what’s happening and then look for it on the drawer without even watching what I’m doing, my face buried in the pillow. I hear a little groan near me and hurry up.
« Moshi moshi… » I say with a little voice, trying not to wake Sho up too.
He’s lying just beside me, his hand unconsciously holding his head.
« Satoshi~~ !!! »
I hold the phone away from my poor ear, waiting for her to stop yelling.
« Nee-chan ? »
I sit up on the bed, resting my elbow on my knees, glancing frequently at Sho to make sure he’s still sleeping.
« You have to come home… Right now ! » my sister says at the other side of the line.
Her voice seems… Like afraid, sad and… Shocked ?
I get up from the bed and walk outside of the room in the direction of the kitchen. Nee-chan knows what kind of relationship I have with my parents now. There’s no way I’ll go home.
« Something happened ? »
« Mom can’t stop crying. She completely panicked. Actually, I panicked too. Everyone is becoming mad here ! I just… »
« Nee-chan… » I cut her off while looking for something in a cupboard, starting to feel a bit panicked too. « What happened ? »
I hear someone shouting in the background and frown, my hand on the handle of the cupboard’s door.
« Dad… » she mutters. « He… He’s… Dead. »
I open wide eyes. That… That…
That can’t be true…
« He died during the night, he had an accident with his car. This morning, a policeman came to see Mom and told her » Nee-chan explains. « Satoshi, please » she begs then.
I step forward, but bang my head against the cupboard’s door. I let out a loud whimper of pain, then rub my forehead where it got hurt.
« Satoshi ? Are you okay ? »
« I’m okay… I just… »
But it’s no use ending my sentence. I can see Nee-chan frown from where she is.
« O… Okay… I’ll come… »
I shouldn’t have said this !
She sighs in relief, then tells me to hurry up. I take a glass and fill it up with water, then grab what I was looking for and dash toward the bedroom. I set the glass and the painkillers on Sho’s drawer. He’s still sleeping.
I’m not ready to talk to him yet.
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I hesitate… Step closer to the door, remain paralyzed for a while before backing away… Then go closer again. It’ll never end. I have to do something ! Knock on it, or go back home ? I have to knock on this door ! Satoshi, you can do it !
And I’m doing it. My heart is beating so fast while I wait for someone to open the door. I just hope it won’t be my mother.
My sister appear at the door frame and I sigh in relief.
« Satoshi ! Quick, quick ! Mom’s becoming insane ! » she said. She seems so tired.
« What ? »
She grabs my wrists and drags me along in the entrance. I quickly kick my shoes off and follow her ‘til the living room, where my Mother’s not alone. My uncle is there, my father’s brother, with his wife, my cousin, and Nee-chan’s children. They’re all around my mother, asking her how she’s feeling, acting as if it’s the end of the world and all… And Mother is crying.
« What am I going to do now ? » she’s saying. « I’m lost… ! »
« Mom ?! »
I start when I hear my sister’s voice near my ear, calling my mother. The latter looks up and I clearly see her eyes widen when she sees me. For a minute, nobody dares to talk. Mother’s paralyzed, her eyes red, her cheeks wet, and she stares at me, flabbergasted.
I don’t want to say anything.
Then, she gets up, a bit awkwardly.
« Satoshi… ? » she asks with a little voice.
I glance everywhere around me except at her. They’re all looking at me closely, like they are analyzing me, their stare burning into my skin…
Mother steps forward, half hopefully, half reluctantly. As if she doesn’t know if I’m real or not. Well, yeah… She seems quite insane.
Then, she suddenly dashes toward me, grips my wrist and hold it against her heart, as if it’s something so damn precious.
« Satoshi » she sighs, relieved. I back away a little, but she comes closer and closer.
She’s clenching at my wrist and I feel her fingernails digging into my skin. I feel her lips on my fingers. The last time she did that, I was five.
« Mother ? »
My wrist hurt, she’s clenching at it too tightly and her fingernails are leaving some bleeding marks.
She looks up at my face, her expression changes… What the hell… ?
She suddenly pushes me away.
« No » she stammers, her voice trembling. « No, no, no… »
There’s a surprised, scared and sad feeling growing inside of me, taking the upper part of myself little by little, as Mother step away from me, staring at me with afraid eyes.
« No ! » she shouts. « I don’t want to see you ! »
« Mom ? » Nee-chan asks, frowning, looking a bit panic-stricken.
Mother put her hands on her ears, shaking her head.
« No… Get out… » she whispers, then yell « Get out ! I don’t want to see you ever again ! Get out of here right now ! Do not ever come back here again, ever ! »
She’s… Talking…
About…
Me ?
I… don’t quite understand what’s happening, but my sister grabs my arm and leads me to the entrance.
« Satoshi, I’m sorry » she says. « I shouldn’t have called you… »
It’s too late now.
« You should go back home… »
I just… I just can’t…
Before I can realize it, I’m outside of the house, the door closing behind me. Every little inch of my body’s shaking. I take my phone, then read the message which arrived when I was in there.
From : Masaki-kun
I heard about your father. If you want, you can come to my house and we’ll do some funny games just the two of us ^^
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Like everything I did today, coming here wasn’t a good idea. But if I didn’t, I would have gone back home… And I don’t want to see Sho for now… I feel like I’m holding back something inside of me, something about to burst out at any time.
The front door of the house opens by itself, the one opening it hiding behind. It must be one of Masaki’s tricks. I step inside slowly, trying to wear a smile on my face. When I’m completely in, the door get closer behind me, and Nino appears, with his usual smirk, locking it. My fake smile suddenly disappears.
« Nino ? »
He turns his head toward me, but doesn’t say anything.
« Why are you… ? Where’s Masaki-kun ? »
« I used his phone » Nino just answers.
« Why ? »
I don’t feel anything. Or maybe I am feeling too many emotions at the same time… But somehow, seeing him is the worse thing that could have happen to me today.
« Because I knew what would happen » he replies smugly. « You sister called you, right ? »
He waits for me to answer, but I don’t. His back is leaning against the door, preventing me from getting out.
« She told you to come home, and like an idiot, you did. »
I’m trying my best to hold back my tears, now. Because I know if I let out just one tear, the other will follow, and I won’t be able to stop anything.
« I don’t know what your mother did to put you in that state though… »
He’s staring at my face, and I look away. Why does he have to know everything about me ?
« And maybe Sakurai did something too… » he whispers.
That was too much. A tear roll down my cheek to the corner of my lips, then to my trembling chin. I quickly wipe it, but as expected, more tears are coming. I try to hide my face with both of my hands. I don’t want Nino to see me crying, even though he must be the only person who ever did.
There’s no use trying to wipe my cheeks now. So I just… let it go. In front of Nino. I don’t want him to feel pity toward me or anything.
Then, I feel Nino’s arms around me, on my waist, as he pulls me toward him. I let him do, because I absolutely don’t feel like pushing him away right now. So I bury my face in his neck and sob like an idiot. He holds me a bit tighter.
It’s just too much… All of what happened, I can’t bear it anymore. And unfortunately, the only person who could understand is the one I have to stay away from. Even though that very person has his arms wrapped around me right now.
We remain unmoving for a while, Nino patiently waiting for me to calm down. I cry for a long time, because I feel like I won’t stop feeling bad before I let it all out. Nino’s hand starts brushing my hair gently. Then, I lift my head up, wiping my eyes, feeling a bit pathetic about being so weak.
« Satoshi » Nino says with a calm voice, a little smile on his face. « You shouldn’t cry for that. These people are not worth for you to cry over for… »
I stare at his face for a minute, inches away from mine. Somehow… I forgot Nino’s kindness.
He smiles awkwardly while I’m staring at him. He seems so much confident, it’s disturbing. Then, suddenly, he leans toward me and his lips brush my cheek. But before he can kiss my skin, I take his head to put my lips on his.
For a moment, he stays paralyzed, too surprised to move. But when I open my mouth, his tongue enter it and I feel him smile in the kiss. As expected, that’s why he made me come. That’s what he wanted… I won’t say I don’t like it. But I perfectly know I’m cutting by myself the only bound which is still preventing me from falling.
« Just… » Nino stutters as he pull away. « Satoshi, what are you doing ? »
« Isn’t that what you wanted ? » I snap back.
« Well, yeah… »
« Just shut up, then… »
I wrap my arms around the back of his neck to pull him closer, then he kisses me again. It’s just exactly the same sensations as before. Feeling his tongue in my mouth, his arms around me and his warm body against mine. Isn’t it what I wanted too, after all ? I just need someone who loves me. And Nino is apparently the only person who does.
Before I can even realize it, I’m being dragged along the hallway to Nino’s bedroom. He pushes me onto the bed, then position himself on top of me with a wide smirk.
« Horny brat… » I say between my teeth.
But I’m the one who grabs his collar and pull him towards me to put my lips on his again. But we don’t kiss for a long time. His lips get lost in my neck, kissing my jaw, laying some little kisses on my skin as he goes down little by little, nipping my collarbones then, making me moan.
« Nino ! » I call him, panicking for a sec.
« Who’s Nino ? » he replies angainst my skin, and I smile.
He used to say that before too, because he doesn’t like me calling him ‘Nino’.
« Kazu ! »
He lifts his head up.
« No hickeys… » I whisper a bit pleadingly.
« Why ? » he protests, pouting.
« Because I’m not yours… »
« Oh yes, you are mine ! » he says, getting back to nipping my collarbones, his hands unbuttoning my shirt. « You’ve always been… »
Saying that won’t change a thing. No matter how much I’d like to be his. My fingers get lost in his hair as his lips slowly glide down my throat, following his hands. When he’s finished unbuttoning my shirt, I feel him biting and licking my skin above my jeans, and my hips. And I can’t help moaning.
I feel like this is just some kind of a dream. All of this. I close my eyes, Kazu is getting rid of his shirt. Just two weeks ago, Nino was so far from me, from us. I thought I would never see him again. And now, what we’re doing is against everything we’ve been taught. Nino and I were raised as all the children of the high society. Our parents always saying that I should always anticipate, think, and be one step ahead from everyone, keep smiling, being respectful, shuting my mouth when I’m not spoken to, and living the life they would decide for me. What would these people say now ? What if they knew ? What if they saw Kazu taking my pants and underwear off like that ? Then, I feel his hot breath on my cock, and his lips running up and down my length. Kazu’s soft… And sweet… Even though he does what he wants to do without bothering with what I want. I want what he wants. Or not…
« Toshi ? »
I open my eyes to see Nino’s face just inches away from mine.
« I thought for a moment you fell asleep while I was sucking you… » he says with a pout.
I wrap my arms around his neck to bring him closer.
« Sorry, I wasn’t sleeping » I slightly kiss his lips. « But let’s get serious already… »
He smiles, then get away from me to sit up on the bed, between my spread legs, trying to unbutton his pants.
I sit up too and take the button in my hands to do it for him. His lips are now on my forehead, the he drops some little kisses on my eyelids and nose. One of my hands gets lost into his underwear and he groans against my skin. Then, he takes my wrists firmly to stretch me out on the bed.
« Stop teasing. »
He leans toward the bedside drawer to grab the bottle of lube on it while getting rid of his pants. I wonder when was the last time he used it. This morning ? Yesterday ? Or even before ?
We’re both stark naked now, and Kazu’s sitting between my legs again, squeezing some lube on his fingers.
« Do you always keep that kind of stuff here ? » I ask, looking at his serious face as he drops the bottle somewhere on the bed.
« It’s normal for a married couple to… » he inserts two of his fingers inside of me, slowly, and it hurts. I whine, squirming. « … have sex in their own bedroom, right ? »
« I… guess so… »
He smirks, and starts scissoring his fingers, making me whimper with half pleasure half pain.
« It’s been a long time since Masaki and I last did it, though… »
I squirm as he put a third finger, his other hand stroking the inside of my thigh gently. Kazu leans in to approach his head.
« And I’d rather have sex with you » he says, then kiss my chest.
I smile, and he takes off his fingers to come up, our faces now in front of each other, his hands on my hips.
« I missed you, Kazu » I say, curling my arms around his neck again.
He kisses me with a smile, while I feel him pushing himself inside of me. I let out a little moan, my hands clenching at Kazu’s shoulders. It feels so damn good.
He doesn’t break the kiss as he thrust in and out of me, slowly at first, his tongue sucking the air out of my mouth. I moan and whine through the kiss, my hips moving as an answer to Nino’s thrusts. When I’m out of breath, I finally get my mouth away from Nino’s. His lips get lost in my neck, biting and sucking my skin, one of my arms around his shoulder, while the other hand is brushing through his hair. I bite my own lips to prevent myself from moaning too loudly, even though nobody can hear me.
Kazu’s pace increases, bringing me close to the edge. I feel Kazu’s hot breath against my neck, and he comes inside of me with a loud moan, filling me up with his cum. After a few thrust, I come too, all over my own chest.
Kazu let out a big sigh, then kisses me one last time before collapsing beside me on the bed, breathing loudly.
We stay there for a minute or two, then I grab a tissue on the drawer to clean myself. I turn toward him and nuzzle my face in his neck, my hand on his chest… And it feels so comforting.
« So what now ? » I ask with a little voice.
« Now ? » I can almost see his frown in his voice, and feel his fingers paying with my hair.
I press my fingertips against his throat, slightly stroking his skin, and he laughs.
« What are we ? » I ask again. « Are we, two lovers who got back together for a thirty minutes story, three years later, or… Two married men cheating on our husbands ? »
He chuckles, but remain silent for a minute before speaking.
« I prefer the second option… But it’s actually up to you to decide. »
I lay some kisses in the side of his neck and his jaw. He just rest his hand on the back of my head.
« I should go » I say after a moment.
« Why ? » he protests.
« I don’t want Masaki-kun to find me here. » I sit up on the bed, next to him, staring sadly at his beautiful face. « Masaki-kun doesn’t deserve to be cheated on… »
« I know » he whispers, but I know he doesn’t particularly care.
I hesitate fo a minute before leaning in toward him and kissing him. He grabs my shoulder to prevent me from going away, but I have to.
It’s just the beginning…
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A/N: So! Ohmiya reunion! Maaaa, at least something's happening... xD
And I'm sorry for Ohno's mother becoming insane, but well... It was needed u_u
Bonus! Because I felt like it! XD
This photo kind of fit the athmosphere of the fiction! And Maou!Oh-chan is so much love!!!! *Yeah, I'm a Maou fangirl XD*
My original intention wasn't to write a sad fiction u_u But I guess that's how it turned out T_T
And thanks for all your comments, as always! ♥♥
Author: Moko
Pairing: Ohmiya, Yama, slight Aimiya
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, drama, romance...
Disclaimer: The story comes from my brain...?
Beta-ed by bluemonstar ! Love you dear ♥!
Summary: When Ohno has to get married, his long relationship with Nino comes to an end against his wish. But 3 years later, Nino suddenly reappears in his life.
Notes: Ohno's POV
I was so impressed that all of you told me that Sho must have heard something, when I myself didn't know why he was drunk... But I guess I'll have to find a reason ^^ ♥
And the nc-17 scene is a nice one ♥
Chapterlist
Chapter 5:
I wake up to the sound of my phone ringing in my ears. I sleepily lift my head to see what’s happening and then look for it on the drawer without even watching what I’m doing, my face buried in the pillow. I hear a little groan near me and hurry up.
« Moshi moshi… » I say with a little voice, trying not to wake Sho up too.
He’s lying just beside me, his hand unconsciously holding his head.
« Satoshi~~ !!! »
I hold the phone away from my poor ear, waiting for her to stop yelling.
« Nee-chan ? »
I sit up on the bed, resting my elbow on my knees, glancing frequently at Sho to make sure he’s still sleeping.
« You have to come home… Right now ! » my sister says at the other side of the line.
Her voice seems… Like afraid, sad and… Shocked ?
I get up from the bed and walk outside of the room in the direction of the kitchen. Nee-chan knows what kind of relationship I have with my parents now. There’s no way I’ll go home.
« Something happened ? »
« Mom can’t stop crying. She completely panicked. Actually, I panicked too. Everyone is becoming mad here ! I just… »
« Nee-chan… » I cut her off while looking for something in a cupboard, starting to feel a bit panicked too. « What happened ? »
I hear someone shouting in the background and frown, my hand on the handle of the cupboard’s door.
« Dad… » she mutters. « He… He’s… Dead. »
I open wide eyes. That… That…
That can’t be true…
« He died during the night, he had an accident with his car. This morning, a policeman came to see Mom and told her » Nee-chan explains. « Satoshi, please » she begs then.
I step forward, but bang my head against the cupboard’s door. I let out a loud whimper of pain, then rub my forehead where it got hurt.
« Satoshi ? Are you okay ? »
« I’m okay… I just… »
But it’s no use ending my sentence. I can see Nee-chan frown from where she is.
« O… Okay… I’ll come… »
I shouldn’t have said this !
She sighs in relief, then tells me to hurry up. I take a glass and fill it up with water, then grab what I was looking for and dash toward the bedroom. I set the glass and the painkillers on Sho’s drawer. He’s still sleeping.
I’m not ready to talk to him yet.
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I hesitate… Step closer to the door, remain paralyzed for a while before backing away… Then go closer again. It’ll never end. I have to do something ! Knock on it, or go back home ? I have to knock on this door ! Satoshi, you can do it !
And I’m doing it. My heart is beating so fast while I wait for someone to open the door. I just hope it won’t be my mother.
My sister appear at the door frame and I sigh in relief.
« Satoshi ! Quick, quick ! Mom’s becoming insane ! » she said. She seems so tired.
« What ? »
She grabs my wrists and drags me along in the entrance. I quickly kick my shoes off and follow her ‘til the living room, where my Mother’s not alone. My uncle is there, my father’s brother, with his wife, my cousin, and Nee-chan’s children. They’re all around my mother, asking her how she’s feeling, acting as if it’s the end of the world and all… And Mother is crying.
« What am I going to do now ? » she’s saying. « I’m lost… ! »
« Mom ?! »
I start when I hear my sister’s voice near my ear, calling my mother. The latter looks up and I clearly see her eyes widen when she sees me. For a minute, nobody dares to talk. Mother’s paralyzed, her eyes red, her cheeks wet, and she stares at me, flabbergasted.
I don’t want to say anything.
Then, she gets up, a bit awkwardly.
« Satoshi… ? » she asks with a little voice.
I glance everywhere around me except at her. They’re all looking at me closely, like they are analyzing me, their stare burning into my skin…
Mother steps forward, half hopefully, half reluctantly. As if she doesn’t know if I’m real or not. Well, yeah… She seems quite insane.
Then, she suddenly dashes toward me, grips my wrist and hold it against her heart, as if it’s something so damn precious.
« Satoshi » she sighs, relieved. I back away a little, but she comes closer and closer.
She’s clenching at my wrist and I feel her fingernails digging into my skin. I feel her lips on my fingers. The last time she did that, I was five.
« Mother ? »
My wrist hurt, she’s clenching at it too tightly and her fingernails are leaving some bleeding marks.
She looks up at my face, her expression changes… What the hell… ?
She suddenly pushes me away.
« No » she stammers, her voice trembling. « No, no, no… »
There’s a surprised, scared and sad feeling growing inside of me, taking the upper part of myself little by little, as Mother step away from me, staring at me with afraid eyes.
« No ! » she shouts. « I don’t want to see you ! »
« Mom ? » Nee-chan asks, frowning, looking a bit panic-stricken.
Mother put her hands on her ears, shaking her head.
« No… Get out… » she whispers, then yell « Get out ! I don’t want to see you ever again ! Get out of here right now ! Do not ever come back here again, ever ! »
She’s… Talking…
About…
Me ?
I… don’t quite understand what’s happening, but my sister grabs my arm and leads me to the entrance.
« Satoshi, I’m sorry » she says. « I shouldn’t have called you… »
It’s too late now.
« You should go back home… »
I just… I just can’t…
Before I can realize it, I’m outside of the house, the door closing behind me. Every little inch of my body’s shaking. I take my phone, then read the message which arrived when I was in there.
From : Masaki-kun
I heard about your father. If you want, you can come to my house and we’ll do some funny games just the two of us ^^
~~~~~~~~~~~
Like everything I did today, coming here wasn’t a good idea. But if I didn’t, I would have gone back home… And I don’t want to see Sho for now… I feel like I’m holding back something inside of me, something about to burst out at any time.
The front door of the house opens by itself, the one opening it hiding behind. It must be one of Masaki’s tricks. I step inside slowly, trying to wear a smile on my face. When I’m completely in, the door get closer behind me, and Nino appears, with his usual smirk, locking it. My fake smile suddenly disappears.
« Nino ? »
He turns his head toward me, but doesn’t say anything.
« Why are you… ? Where’s Masaki-kun ? »
« I used his phone » Nino just answers.
« Why ? »
I don’t feel anything. Or maybe I am feeling too many emotions at the same time… But somehow, seeing him is the worse thing that could have happen to me today.
« Because I knew what would happen » he replies smugly. « You sister called you, right ? »
He waits for me to answer, but I don’t. His back is leaning against the door, preventing me from getting out.
« She told you to come home, and like an idiot, you did. »
I’m trying my best to hold back my tears, now. Because I know if I let out just one tear, the other will follow, and I won’t be able to stop anything.
« I don’t know what your mother did to put you in that state though… »
He’s staring at my face, and I look away. Why does he have to know everything about me ?
« And maybe Sakurai did something too… » he whispers.
That was too much. A tear roll down my cheek to the corner of my lips, then to my trembling chin. I quickly wipe it, but as expected, more tears are coming. I try to hide my face with both of my hands. I don’t want Nino to see me crying, even though he must be the only person who ever did.
There’s no use trying to wipe my cheeks now. So I just… let it go. In front of Nino. I don’t want him to feel pity toward me or anything.
Then, I feel Nino’s arms around me, on my waist, as he pulls me toward him. I let him do, because I absolutely don’t feel like pushing him away right now. So I bury my face in his neck and sob like an idiot. He holds me a bit tighter.
It’s just too much… All of what happened, I can’t bear it anymore. And unfortunately, the only person who could understand is the one I have to stay away from. Even though that very person has his arms wrapped around me right now.
We remain unmoving for a while, Nino patiently waiting for me to calm down. I cry for a long time, because I feel like I won’t stop feeling bad before I let it all out. Nino’s hand starts brushing my hair gently. Then, I lift my head up, wiping my eyes, feeling a bit pathetic about being so weak.
« Satoshi » Nino says with a calm voice, a little smile on his face. « You shouldn’t cry for that. These people are not worth for you to cry over for… »
I stare at his face for a minute, inches away from mine. Somehow… I forgot Nino’s kindness.
He smiles awkwardly while I’m staring at him. He seems so much confident, it’s disturbing. Then, suddenly, he leans toward me and his lips brush my cheek. But before he can kiss my skin, I take his head to put my lips on his.
For a moment, he stays paralyzed, too surprised to move. But when I open my mouth, his tongue enter it and I feel him smile in the kiss. As expected, that’s why he made me come. That’s what he wanted… I won’t say I don’t like it. But I perfectly know I’m cutting by myself the only bound which is still preventing me from falling.
« Just… » Nino stutters as he pull away. « Satoshi, what are you doing ? »
« Isn’t that what you wanted ? » I snap back.
« Well, yeah… »
« Just shut up, then… »
I wrap my arms around the back of his neck to pull him closer, then he kisses me again. It’s just exactly the same sensations as before. Feeling his tongue in my mouth, his arms around me and his warm body against mine. Isn’t it what I wanted too, after all ? I just need someone who loves me. And Nino is apparently the only person who does.
Before I can even realize it, I’m being dragged along the hallway to Nino’s bedroom. He pushes me onto the bed, then position himself on top of me with a wide smirk.
« Horny brat… » I say between my teeth.
But I’m the one who grabs his collar and pull him towards me to put my lips on his again. But we don’t kiss for a long time. His lips get lost in my neck, kissing my jaw, laying some little kisses on my skin as he goes down little by little, nipping my collarbones then, making me moan.
« Nino ! » I call him, panicking for a sec.
« Who’s Nino ? » he replies angainst my skin, and I smile.
He used to say that before too, because he doesn’t like me calling him ‘Nino’.
« Kazu ! »
He lifts his head up.
« No hickeys… » I whisper a bit pleadingly.
« Why ? » he protests, pouting.
« Because I’m not yours… »
« Oh yes, you are mine ! » he says, getting back to nipping my collarbones, his hands unbuttoning my shirt. « You’ve always been… »
Saying that won’t change a thing. No matter how much I’d like to be his. My fingers get lost in his hair as his lips slowly glide down my throat, following his hands. When he’s finished unbuttoning my shirt, I feel him biting and licking my skin above my jeans, and my hips. And I can’t help moaning.
I feel like this is just some kind of a dream. All of this. I close my eyes, Kazu is getting rid of his shirt. Just two weeks ago, Nino was so far from me, from us. I thought I would never see him again. And now, what we’re doing is against everything we’ve been taught. Nino and I were raised as all the children of the high society. Our parents always saying that I should always anticipate, think, and be one step ahead from everyone, keep smiling, being respectful, shuting my mouth when I’m not spoken to, and living the life they would decide for me. What would these people say now ? What if they knew ? What if they saw Kazu taking my pants and underwear off like that ? Then, I feel his hot breath on my cock, and his lips running up and down my length. Kazu’s soft… And sweet… Even though he does what he wants to do without bothering with what I want. I want what he wants. Or not…
« Toshi ? »
I open my eyes to see Nino’s face just inches away from mine.
« I thought for a moment you fell asleep while I was sucking you… » he says with a pout.
I wrap my arms around his neck to bring him closer.
« Sorry, I wasn’t sleeping » I slightly kiss his lips. « But let’s get serious already… »
He smiles, then get away from me to sit up on the bed, between my spread legs, trying to unbutton his pants.
I sit up too and take the button in my hands to do it for him. His lips are now on my forehead, the he drops some little kisses on my eyelids and nose. One of my hands gets lost into his underwear and he groans against my skin. Then, he takes my wrists firmly to stretch me out on the bed.
« Stop teasing. »
He leans toward the bedside drawer to grab the bottle of lube on it while getting rid of his pants. I wonder when was the last time he used it. This morning ? Yesterday ? Or even before ?
We’re both stark naked now, and Kazu’s sitting between my legs again, squeezing some lube on his fingers.
« Do you always keep that kind of stuff here ? » I ask, looking at his serious face as he drops the bottle somewhere on the bed.
« It’s normal for a married couple to… » he inserts two of his fingers inside of me, slowly, and it hurts. I whine, squirming. « … have sex in their own bedroom, right ? »
« I… guess so… »
He smirks, and starts scissoring his fingers, making me whimper with half pleasure half pain.
« It’s been a long time since Masaki and I last did it, though… »
I squirm as he put a third finger, his other hand stroking the inside of my thigh gently. Kazu leans in to approach his head.
« And I’d rather have sex with you » he says, then kiss my chest.
I smile, and he takes off his fingers to come up, our faces now in front of each other, his hands on my hips.
« I missed you, Kazu » I say, curling my arms around his neck again.
He kisses me with a smile, while I feel him pushing himself inside of me. I let out a little moan, my hands clenching at Kazu’s shoulders. It feels so damn good.
He doesn’t break the kiss as he thrust in and out of me, slowly at first, his tongue sucking the air out of my mouth. I moan and whine through the kiss, my hips moving as an answer to Nino’s thrusts. When I’m out of breath, I finally get my mouth away from Nino’s. His lips get lost in my neck, biting and sucking my skin, one of my arms around his shoulder, while the other hand is brushing through his hair. I bite my own lips to prevent myself from moaning too loudly, even though nobody can hear me.
Kazu’s pace increases, bringing me close to the edge. I feel Kazu’s hot breath against my neck, and he comes inside of me with a loud moan, filling me up with his cum. After a few thrust, I come too, all over my own chest.
Kazu let out a big sigh, then kisses me one last time before collapsing beside me on the bed, breathing loudly.
We stay there for a minute or two, then I grab a tissue on the drawer to clean myself. I turn toward him and nuzzle my face in his neck, my hand on his chest… And it feels so comforting.
« So what now ? » I ask with a little voice.
« Now ? » I can almost see his frown in his voice, and feel his fingers paying with my hair.
I press my fingertips against his throat, slightly stroking his skin, and he laughs.
« What are we ? » I ask again. « Are we, two lovers who got back together for a thirty minutes story, three years later, or… Two married men cheating on our husbands ? »
He chuckles, but remain silent for a minute before speaking.
« I prefer the second option… But it’s actually up to you to decide. »
I lay some kisses in the side of his neck and his jaw. He just rest his hand on the back of my head.
« I should go » I say after a moment.
« Why ? » he protests.
« I don’t want Masaki-kun to find me here. » I sit up on the bed, next to him, staring sadly at his beautiful face. « Masaki-kun doesn’t deserve to be cheated on… »
« I know » he whispers, but I know he doesn’t particularly care.
I hesitate fo a minute before leaning in toward him and kissing him. He grabs my shoulder to prevent me from going away, but I have to.
It’s just the beginning…
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A/N: So! Ohmiya reunion! Maaaa, at least something's happening... xD
And I'm sorry for Ohno's mother becoming insane, but well... It was needed u_u
Bonus! Because I felt like it! XD
This photo kind of fit the athmosphere of the fiction! And Maou!Oh-chan is so much love!!!! *Yeah, I'm a Maou fangirl XD*
My original intention wasn't to write a sad fiction u_u But I guess that's how it turned out T_T
And thanks for all your comments, as always! ♥♥