Distance (Chapter 4)
Title: Distance
Author: Moko
Pairing: Ohmiya, Yama, slight Aimiya
Rating: NC-17 (last part)
Genre: AU, drama, romance...
Disclaimer: The story comes from my brain...?
Beta-ed by bluemonstar ! Love you dear ♥!
Summary: When Ohno has to get married, his long relationship with Nino comes to an end against his wish. But 3 years later, Nino suddenly reappears in his life.
Notes: Ohno's POV
I'm so so so so so sorry for being absent for so long! But! With the New Year and all, I was very busy!
So Happy new year minna! And the New year start with an nc-17 chapter XD
And! nira60 ne mets pas 10 jours à lire ce chapitre (t'as vu, j'y ai pensé!)
Chapterlist
Chapter 4:
The next day, when I wake up, I don’t really remember how I ended up in my own bed… But unfortunately, I remember perfectly what had happened before I left.
I feel something warm on my back, around my waist and tickling my navel. It doesn’t matter, I’m too tired. I rub my face in the pillow, closing my eyes again, ready to go back to sleep. But the Land of Dreams doesn’t seem to want me. That warm thing against my skin is making me sweat. Then, that thing starts moving. And I suddenly feel someone’s hot breath on the back of my neck.
I slowly put my hand on what’s tickling my stomach. It’s Sho’s fingers… And Sho’s arm is around me. His body’s warm. So much warmth… I turn around on the bed and bury my face in his neck, pressing my body up against his. I didn’t cheat on him. I can’t. What happened yesterday was just a mistake… It would never happen again.
I’m not used to acting like that with my husband, but well… He’s sleeping. The problem is… I don’t know if Sho loves me… Does he likes me as a friend… ? Or as someone he just lives with? No idea. We never talk about that. But at least I know Sho’s behavior towards me isn’t fake. He wouldn’t do such a thing…
« Hey… You’re awake… ? » Sho’s voice says from above my head.
I start, then look up. Sho’s gaze is on me. He watches my face with a little sleepy smile. I back away from him a bit.
« Huh… Yeah… » I answer awkwardly.
He stretches on the bed, yawning, then turns his head to look at me worriedly. « Something happened yesterday ? » he asks.
I frown, sitting up on the bed and wrapping my arms around my knees, covered by the blanket.
« No, nothing… » I mutter. « Why ? »
« Well, you came back home in a really bad state… It seemed like you have just run a marathon… And then you just collapsed in my arms. »
My heart clenches and I tense up. If there’s someone more stupid than me on this planet, please let me know !
« I… I was… A bit drunk… » I stutter, my chin trembling like mad.
« Well, I panicked » Sho continues. « I didn’t know if something bad had happened to you or what… »
I turn my head a little, but he’s still stretched out on the bed and I can’t see him.
« Sorry… But I was just drunk, really. Nothing happened. »
He sighs. I know he’s not absolutely convinced. I’m a really bad liar. But what could I say ?
« If you say so » he says, a bit irritated, pushing the cover away to get up. « But Satoshi, if something happens to you, you can always talk to me about it, you know… »
He’s standing, now, looking down at me. I look back at him silently, before burying my face into my arms.
I know he wants me to… Let him know every bit of myself like I should. But I just can’t. He looks for some clothes in the wardrobe, then walk out.
Scenes of what had happened yesterday are flashing through my head, making my guilt come back. I shake my head. I didn’t cheat on Sho ! It was a mistake. Just a stupid, meaningless mistake !
That’ll never ever happen again !
An hour later, Sho and I are sitting in front of each other like every normal couple would, eating breakfast. Except that there’s this creepy silence between us.
« Will you come back late tonight ? » I ask as Sho gets up to leave.
« No, pretty early… There’s a party tonight... » he suddenly stops short. « Ah, I forgot to tell you about it ! You’ll come with me, right ? »
I raise my eyebrows. A party ? When he says party, it means with politicians and all ? I don’t want to go… And being treated like a slave… Or a piece of meat… No thanks.
« Yeah » I answer. « If you want me to, of course… »
He nods. « I feel less uneasy when you’re with me. »
He smiles gently and I smile back at him. I really should consider Sho’s feelings. I’m such an idiot.
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I hate when things turn out this way.
« I hope you won’t think about me as my father’s successor » Nino is saying in a respectful way to the Prime Minister just in front of Sho and me. « I won’t take part in his politics stuff… And anyway, I disagree with lots of his ideas. »
« Are you saying that you won’t follow your father’s steps ? » the Prime Minister asks.
That man seems to like young men… He’s always surrounded by young men, politicians or not. And Nino seems to have mesmerized him, with his beautiful face and charming manners. Masaki, next to him, is smiling, obviously enjoying the way his husband gets everyone’s attention.
« I won’t. Politics is not for me. Sakurai-san is way better at it, and he’s talented. »
Everyone turn their gaze to Sho, who smiles. But I’m the only one who sees his nervousness.
« That’s too kind of you, Ninomiya-san » Sho says.
« Well, I wouldn’t say it if it wasn’t true » Nino smiles. But I know he has something at the back his mind.
« Thanks » Sho bows his head.
Nino turns his head in my direction and our eyes meet. I don’t like this at all. I squeeze Sho’s hand.
« Sorry, I’ll take something to drink… »
Then, I bow and leave. I wished so much he had forgotten what had happened, but apparently he didn’t. Both of us weren’t drunk enough. And the problem is, I’m sure Nino will find a way to get what he wants, and succeed.
« Satoshi-san ! »
I turn my head to see Masaki trying to catch up with me while I’m walking through the crowd. There’s a lot more people than usual tonight.
I smile.
« Masaki-kun… »
« I’m sorry for yesterday night » he says immediately. « I… I just… Actually, I don’t remember much of what happened, but Kazunari told me… And it seemed quite bad » his voice sounds embarrassed and he rubs the back of his head nervously.
« Yeah… It was quite bad… » I simply answer.
He frowns at himself. I shrug this off.
« It doesn’t matter. Seeing each other drunk is the beginning of friendship… »
He smiles cheerfully. We stop near the bar to take a drink and talk a bit. I feel good as long as I’m away from them. Nino talking with my husband and the Prime Minister is worse than ever. I have these images in my mind, of Nino and me kissing… No !
Masaki and I have a long conversation about our current lives. Masaki’s life seems filled with action and fun. His parents have a luxurious restaurant where celebrities and politicians come almost every night. I have already heard about it from Sho, but I didn’t know Masaki was the heir of it too. The Aiba family seems quite hilarious compared to mine. I let him talk for a long time, giggling like an idiot.
Then, he asks about me, but I don’t say much. I perfectly know that my parents aren’t as wealthy as they used to be now. They tried to hide that by marrying me to the Sakurai heir. But ever since I have cut all bonds with them, I don’t know what happened to them. I saw my parents once, at a dinner in Sho’s parents’ house. My mother tried to talk to me, but I ignored her. I see my sister quite often though. We’re really close, and she acts like a mother toward me.
When the conversation starts to turn to a more happy subject, my eyes catch sight of Nino, just a bit further away from us. He’s standing beside one of the doors of the large ball room and he’s looking around him without focusing on anything in particular.
Then, he sees me staring at him, while Masaki’s still talking to me without noticing anything. Then, he waves his hand and gestures for me to come.
At first, I think he wants me to tell Masaki to join him, but then I understand that I’m the one he wants to talk to. Then, he walks out.
« Masaki-kun, sorry, but I have to go to the restroom » I say as an excuse.
Masaki seems surprised, but he nods. I promise to come back in a few minutes, because I don’t want him to feel left behind. But I have to settle things with Nino.
When I come out, I don’t have the time to look for him before I feel someone grabbing my wrist and dragging me along in the hallway, away from the ball room.
« Nino, what are you doing ? » I ask , trying to fight against his hold. « Let go of me ! »
The sounds of the party are slightly dying behind us, and there’s no one other than us in the hallway by now.
« Nino ! Stop ! What are you doing ?! » I repeat, annoyed.
He doesn’t aswer, just looking at me with a smirk. Oh… No… Don’t tell me…
« I’m not gonna sleep with you ! » I fume, struggling out of his grasp.
He stops suddenly, then turn his gaze toward me. It seems like I have hurt him, but I don’t care.
« So that’s it ? » he retorts. « You don’t think I can have a proper conversation with you without thinking about… Sex ? »
He’s staring at me in the eyes now, and I can’t hold his gaze. I look away.
« Don’t tell me you weren’t thinking about it » I mutter sadly.
He doesn’t answer. He’s so hopeless, beyond redemption !
« Nino, I’m married ! And you are too ! How can you possibly think about that ? » I can’t believe this !
« Don’t tell me you never did » he replies then, his voice softer. « Don’t tell me you forgot everything and overcame all of it, I wouldn’t believe you… »
I remain silent, my right hand holding my left wrist tightly, biting my lower lip. Then, I look up at him. His gaze is determined and arrogant, but also sad.
« You can’t imagine how many times I have dreamt about it. About us being together again » I sigh, immediately regretting to have said that. « But it’s impossible and you know it. »
« At least, I thought you would be a bit less reluctant, Satoshi… » he walks closer to me while talking.
I don’t even try to back away. Somehow, I like it, being so close to him. I’d even like to kiss him. But I have to control myself.
« I… I- Nino, don’t… »
He raises an eyebrow, a little smirk plastered on his lips. I step back.
« I’m not doing anything » he says, like bored. « And I know what you’re going to say. »
« What is it, then ? »
« You’ll say that yesterday was a mistake. That it won’t happen again. That we can’t love each other again because we’re married. And Sho loves you… »
He sighs, then. I don’t know if Sho loves me, but well it’s better if he thinks this way.
« Everything’s fine, then » I simply answer.
He nods, then both of us stay silent for a minute.
« Masaki-kun loves you, you know… » I say sadly.
Masaki doesn’t deserve being cheated on. I’m sure he supports Nino when Nino needs him. I don’t want to hurt him when he’s all kind and friendly with me.
I start walking away, and he doesn’t hold me back. I feel like crying. I feel like I had just put an end to the most important thing in my life.
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« Thanks » I say to the taxi driver, closing the car’s door from one hand, holding Sho with the other.
Sho’s chuckling creepily, supporting himself against me. I found him hiding in the restroom, completely drunk, after leaving Masaki and Nino. I don’t know why he had drank that much, but it was the first time I have seen him in that state.
We walk awkwardly toward the door of our house.
« Sho… Please walk straight… » I beg him, but he doesn’t listen to me.
Luckily, nobody seemed to have seen him like this at the party. He was muttering nonsensically when I found him. But he’s completely quiet now.
I finally manage to enter the house and I let both of us fall onto the bed, his arm around my shoulder as a support. I try to free myself from his hold and finally sigh.
He stays still while I take off my shoes and his. For a moment, I think he fell asleep until I hear him whispering my name.
« Eh ? »
« Satoshi… Come here » he pats the empty spot near him.
I frown, but sit down where he told me to. He slowly wraps his arm around my waist, then pull me toward him, sitting up on the bed. I can smell alcohol on him.
« Ah~ Sho, not tonight, I’m tired » I whimper.
But he won’t listen to me. His lips are slightly smiling, I can see it through the darkness of our room. He buries his face in my neck to kiss and bite my skin, and I wrap one of my arm around his shoulders. I can’t stop him, because he’s the one doing what he wants to me. He’s my husband.
But still, I’m absolutely not in the mood for this.
He slowly pushes me down on the bed, then position himself on top of me, still biting my neck while his fingers are busy unbuttoning my shirt.
« Sho, please… »
But he doesn’t even try to listen to me. When he’s done with my shirt, he starts unbuttoning my pants, then pull down the zipper, his tongue wondering somewhere on my collarbones. My hands are lost in his hair, but I actually don’t feel anything good from all this. Just this urge to get away.
I feel his hands getting rid of my pants, then his fingers stroke the inside of my thighs before finally ending up on my crotch. Then, he pulls my underwear off, exposing me to his sight.
« No… » I whimper, pleading him. « Sho, stop… »
He won’t stop, I know. But the usual Sho wouldn’t have done that. The usual Sho wouldn’t even have touched me from the moment I said I was tired.
He tries to kiss my lips while taking off his pants and underwear, but I turn my head and he ends up kissing my jaw instead. But apparently, it makes no difference for him.
I hate it. I close my eyes and wait.
A little whine escape my mouth when he thrust into me without being prepared at all. One of his hands is on my thigh, the other on my hip as he enter all the way inside. My head falls back on the bed and I clench my jaw, trying to deal with the pain.
Then, he starts with a slow pace, pulling out all the way first, then trying to go deeper. It hurts so damn much, I don’t feel any pleasure at all. But well, Sho almost forgot I’m here, except that it’s my hole he’s thrusting into. I hear his moans and groans, and I feel his hot breath against my throat. I don’t even try to tell him that it hurts, I’m sure he won’t even hear me.
Then, his rhythm becomes faster and more needy. I can’t breath normally, and little whimpers escape from my mouth. His finger dig into my hips, and I feel tears of pain starting to run down my cheeks. I didn’t know this side of him. I hate it.
A few thrusts later, Sho cums inside of me, moaning like the drunk man he is. He nuzzles his face against my throat, trying to catch up his breath.
I push him away a bit violently, and he collapses at my side, already half asleep. Then, I get up hurriedly and dash toward the bathroom to take a shower.
There, I let my back slip against the tiled wall, the hot water pouring down on my naked body. And I sob…
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A/N: I guess now you understand why I said somes of you would hate me! But please don't!
Sho was drunk! It won't happen again!
I should have made Nino do that! Because Nino is a sexual powerhouse XD And everybody would have forgiven him for 'raping' Oh-chan u_u
Thanks for all your comments! <3 Love you all! <3
Ah! I forgot to say! Next chap is an NC-17 one too! Yay! XD
Author: Moko
Pairing: Ohmiya, Yama, slight Aimiya
Rating: NC-17 (last part)
Genre: AU, drama, romance...
Disclaimer: The story comes from my brain...?
Beta-ed by bluemonstar ! Love you dear ♥!
Summary: When Ohno has to get married, his long relationship with Nino comes to an end against his wish. But 3 years later, Nino suddenly reappears in his life.
Notes: Ohno's POV
I'm so so so so so sorry for being absent for so long! But! With the New Year and all, I was very busy!
So Happy new year minna! And the New year start with an nc-17 chapter XD
And! nira60 ne mets pas 10 jours à lire ce chapitre (t'as vu, j'y ai pensé!)
Chapterlist
Chapter 4:
The next day, when I wake up, I don’t really remember how I ended up in my own bed… But unfortunately, I remember perfectly what had happened before I left.
I feel something warm on my back, around my waist and tickling my navel. It doesn’t matter, I’m too tired. I rub my face in the pillow, closing my eyes again, ready to go back to sleep. But the Land of Dreams doesn’t seem to want me. That warm thing against my skin is making me sweat. Then, that thing starts moving. And I suddenly feel someone’s hot breath on the back of my neck.
I slowly put my hand on what’s tickling my stomach. It’s Sho’s fingers… And Sho’s arm is around me. His body’s warm. So much warmth… I turn around on the bed and bury my face in his neck, pressing my body up against his. I didn’t cheat on him. I can’t. What happened yesterday was just a mistake… It would never happen again.
I’m not used to acting like that with my husband, but well… He’s sleeping. The problem is… I don’t know if Sho loves me… Does he likes me as a friend… ? Or as someone he just lives with? No idea. We never talk about that. But at least I know Sho’s behavior towards me isn’t fake. He wouldn’t do such a thing…
« Hey… You’re awake… ? » Sho’s voice says from above my head.
I start, then look up. Sho’s gaze is on me. He watches my face with a little sleepy smile. I back away from him a bit.
« Huh… Yeah… » I answer awkwardly.
He stretches on the bed, yawning, then turns his head to look at me worriedly. « Something happened yesterday ? » he asks.
I frown, sitting up on the bed and wrapping my arms around my knees, covered by the blanket.
« No, nothing… » I mutter. « Why ? »
« Well, you came back home in a really bad state… It seemed like you have just run a marathon… And then you just collapsed in my arms. »
My heart clenches and I tense up. If there’s someone more stupid than me on this planet, please let me know !
« I… I was… A bit drunk… » I stutter, my chin trembling like mad.
« Well, I panicked » Sho continues. « I didn’t know if something bad had happened to you or what… »
I turn my head a little, but he’s still stretched out on the bed and I can’t see him.
« Sorry… But I was just drunk, really. Nothing happened. »
He sighs. I know he’s not absolutely convinced. I’m a really bad liar. But what could I say ?
« If you say so » he says, a bit irritated, pushing the cover away to get up. « But Satoshi, if something happens to you, you can always talk to me about it, you know… »
He’s standing, now, looking down at me. I look back at him silently, before burying my face into my arms.
I know he wants me to… Let him know every bit of myself like I should. But I just can’t. He looks for some clothes in the wardrobe, then walk out.
Scenes of what had happened yesterday are flashing through my head, making my guilt come back. I shake my head. I didn’t cheat on Sho ! It was a mistake. Just a stupid, meaningless mistake !
That’ll never ever happen again !
An hour later, Sho and I are sitting in front of each other like every normal couple would, eating breakfast. Except that there’s this creepy silence between us.
« Will you come back late tonight ? » I ask as Sho gets up to leave.
« No, pretty early… There’s a party tonight... » he suddenly stops short. « Ah, I forgot to tell you about it ! You’ll come with me, right ? »
I raise my eyebrows. A party ? When he says party, it means with politicians and all ? I don’t want to go… And being treated like a slave… Or a piece of meat… No thanks.
« Yeah » I answer. « If you want me to, of course… »
He nods. « I feel less uneasy when you’re with me. »
He smiles gently and I smile back at him. I really should consider Sho’s feelings. I’m such an idiot.
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I hate when things turn out this way.
« I hope you won’t think about me as my father’s successor » Nino is saying in a respectful way to the Prime Minister just in front of Sho and me. « I won’t take part in his politics stuff… And anyway, I disagree with lots of his ideas. »
« Are you saying that you won’t follow your father’s steps ? » the Prime Minister asks.
That man seems to like young men… He’s always surrounded by young men, politicians or not. And Nino seems to have mesmerized him, with his beautiful face and charming manners. Masaki, next to him, is smiling, obviously enjoying the way his husband gets everyone’s attention.
« I won’t. Politics is not for me. Sakurai-san is way better at it, and he’s talented. »
Everyone turn their gaze to Sho, who smiles. But I’m the only one who sees his nervousness.
« That’s too kind of you, Ninomiya-san » Sho says.
« Well, I wouldn’t say it if it wasn’t true » Nino smiles. But I know he has something at the back his mind.
« Thanks » Sho bows his head.
Nino turns his head in my direction and our eyes meet. I don’t like this at all. I squeeze Sho’s hand.
« Sorry, I’ll take something to drink… »
Then, I bow and leave. I wished so much he had forgotten what had happened, but apparently he didn’t. Both of us weren’t drunk enough. And the problem is, I’m sure Nino will find a way to get what he wants, and succeed.
« Satoshi-san ! »
I turn my head to see Masaki trying to catch up with me while I’m walking through the crowd. There’s a lot more people than usual tonight.
I smile.
« Masaki-kun… »
« I’m sorry for yesterday night » he says immediately. « I… I just… Actually, I don’t remember much of what happened, but Kazunari told me… And it seemed quite bad » his voice sounds embarrassed and he rubs the back of his head nervously.
« Yeah… It was quite bad… » I simply answer.
He frowns at himself. I shrug this off.
« It doesn’t matter. Seeing each other drunk is the beginning of friendship… »
He smiles cheerfully. We stop near the bar to take a drink and talk a bit. I feel good as long as I’m away from them. Nino talking with my husband and the Prime Minister is worse than ever. I have these images in my mind, of Nino and me kissing… No !
Masaki and I have a long conversation about our current lives. Masaki’s life seems filled with action and fun. His parents have a luxurious restaurant where celebrities and politicians come almost every night. I have already heard about it from Sho, but I didn’t know Masaki was the heir of it too. The Aiba family seems quite hilarious compared to mine. I let him talk for a long time, giggling like an idiot.
Then, he asks about me, but I don’t say much. I perfectly know that my parents aren’t as wealthy as they used to be now. They tried to hide that by marrying me to the Sakurai heir. But ever since I have cut all bonds with them, I don’t know what happened to them. I saw my parents once, at a dinner in Sho’s parents’ house. My mother tried to talk to me, but I ignored her. I see my sister quite often though. We’re really close, and she acts like a mother toward me.
When the conversation starts to turn to a more happy subject, my eyes catch sight of Nino, just a bit further away from us. He’s standing beside one of the doors of the large ball room and he’s looking around him without focusing on anything in particular.
Then, he sees me staring at him, while Masaki’s still talking to me without noticing anything. Then, he waves his hand and gestures for me to come.
At first, I think he wants me to tell Masaki to join him, but then I understand that I’m the one he wants to talk to. Then, he walks out.
« Masaki-kun, sorry, but I have to go to the restroom » I say as an excuse.
Masaki seems surprised, but he nods. I promise to come back in a few minutes, because I don’t want him to feel left behind. But I have to settle things with Nino.
When I come out, I don’t have the time to look for him before I feel someone grabbing my wrist and dragging me along in the hallway, away from the ball room.
« Nino, what are you doing ? » I ask , trying to fight against his hold. « Let go of me ! »
The sounds of the party are slightly dying behind us, and there’s no one other than us in the hallway by now.
« Nino ! Stop ! What are you doing ?! » I repeat, annoyed.
He doesn’t aswer, just looking at me with a smirk. Oh… No… Don’t tell me…
« I’m not gonna sleep with you ! » I fume, struggling out of his grasp.
He stops suddenly, then turn his gaze toward me. It seems like I have hurt him, but I don’t care.
« So that’s it ? » he retorts. « You don’t think I can have a proper conversation with you without thinking about… Sex ? »
He’s staring at me in the eyes now, and I can’t hold his gaze. I look away.
« Don’t tell me you weren’t thinking about it » I mutter sadly.
He doesn’t answer. He’s so hopeless, beyond redemption !
« Nino, I’m married ! And you are too ! How can you possibly think about that ? » I can’t believe this !
« Don’t tell me you never did » he replies then, his voice softer. « Don’t tell me you forgot everything and overcame all of it, I wouldn’t believe you… »
I remain silent, my right hand holding my left wrist tightly, biting my lower lip. Then, I look up at him. His gaze is determined and arrogant, but also sad.
« You can’t imagine how many times I have dreamt about it. About us being together again » I sigh, immediately regretting to have said that. « But it’s impossible and you know it. »
« At least, I thought you would be a bit less reluctant, Satoshi… » he walks closer to me while talking.
I don’t even try to back away. Somehow, I like it, being so close to him. I’d even like to kiss him. But I have to control myself.
« I… I- Nino, don’t… »
He raises an eyebrow, a little smirk plastered on his lips. I step back.
« I’m not doing anything » he says, like bored. « And I know what you’re going to say. »
« What is it, then ? »
« You’ll say that yesterday was a mistake. That it won’t happen again. That we can’t love each other again because we’re married. And Sho loves you… »
He sighs, then. I don’t know if Sho loves me, but well it’s better if he thinks this way.
« Everything’s fine, then » I simply answer.
He nods, then both of us stay silent for a minute.
« Masaki-kun loves you, you know… » I say sadly.
Masaki doesn’t deserve being cheated on. I’m sure he supports Nino when Nino needs him. I don’t want to hurt him when he’s all kind and friendly with me.
I start walking away, and he doesn’t hold me back. I feel like crying. I feel like I had just put an end to the most important thing in my life.
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« Thanks » I say to the taxi driver, closing the car’s door from one hand, holding Sho with the other.
Sho’s chuckling creepily, supporting himself against me. I found him hiding in the restroom, completely drunk, after leaving Masaki and Nino. I don’t know why he had drank that much, but it was the first time I have seen him in that state.
We walk awkwardly toward the door of our house.
« Sho… Please walk straight… » I beg him, but he doesn’t listen to me.
Luckily, nobody seemed to have seen him like this at the party. He was muttering nonsensically when I found him. But he’s completely quiet now.
I finally manage to enter the house and I let both of us fall onto the bed, his arm around my shoulder as a support. I try to free myself from his hold and finally sigh.
He stays still while I take off my shoes and his. For a moment, I think he fell asleep until I hear him whispering my name.
« Eh ? »
« Satoshi… Come here » he pats the empty spot near him.
I frown, but sit down where he told me to. He slowly wraps his arm around my waist, then pull me toward him, sitting up on the bed. I can smell alcohol on him.
« Ah~ Sho, not tonight, I’m tired » I whimper.
But he won’t listen to me. His lips are slightly smiling, I can see it through the darkness of our room. He buries his face in my neck to kiss and bite my skin, and I wrap one of my arm around his shoulders. I can’t stop him, because he’s the one doing what he wants to me. He’s my husband.
But still, I’m absolutely not in the mood for this.
He slowly pushes me down on the bed, then position himself on top of me, still biting my neck while his fingers are busy unbuttoning my shirt.
« Sho, please… »
But he doesn’t even try to listen to me. When he’s done with my shirt, he starts unbuttoning my pants, then pull down the zipper, his tongue wondering somewhere on my collarbones. My hands are lost in his hair, but I actually don’t feel anything good from all this. Just this urge to get away.
I feel his hands getting rid of my pants, then his fingers stroke the inside of my thighs before finally ending up on my crotch. Then, he pulls my underwear off, exposing me to his sight.
« No… » I whimper, pleading him. « Sho, stop… »
He won’t stop, I know. But the usual Sho wouldn’t have done that. The usual Sho wouldn’t even have touched me from the moment I said I was tired.
He tries to kiss my lips while taking off his pants and underwear, but I turn my head and he ends up kissing my jaw instead. But apparently, it makes no difference for him.
I hate it. I close my eyes and wait.
A little whine escape my mouth when he thrust into me without being prepared at all. One of his hands is on my thigh, the other on my hip as he enter all the way inside. My head falls back on the bed and I clench my jaw, trying to deal with the pain.
Then, he starts with a slow pace, pulling out all the way first, then trying to go deeper. It hurts so damn much, I don’t feel any pleasure at all. But well, Sho almost forgot I’m here, except that it’s my hole he’s thrusting into. I hear his moans and groans, and I feel his hot breath against my throat. I don’t even try to tell him that it hurts, I’m sure he won’t even hear me.
Then, his rhythm becomes faster and more needy. I can’t breath normally, and little whimpers escape from my mouth. His finger dig into my hips, and I feel tears of pain starting to run down my cheeks. I didn’t know this side of him. I hate it.
A few thrusts later, Sho cums inside of me, moaning like the drunk man he is. He nuzzles his face against my throat, trying to catch up his breath.
I push him away a bit violently, and he collapses at my side, already half asleep. Then, I get up hurriedly and dash toward the bathroom to take a shower.
There, I let my back slip against the tiled wall, the hot water pouring down on my naked body. And I sob…
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A/N: I guess now you understand why I said somes of you would hate me! But please don't!
Sho was drunk! It won't happen again!
I should have made Nino do that! Because Nino is a sexual powerhouse XD And everybody would have forgiven him for 'raping' Oh-chan u_u
Thanks for all your comments! <3 Love you all! <3
Ah! I forgot to say! Next chap is an NC-17 one too! Yay! XD