Apr 17, 2002 12:31
Are you happy now? You have a new group of friends and you seem so content with them. But oh poor baby, you wish i was still there. Did you do anything to keep me near? Did you care to treat me right? All the things I said was lie? WEll F you!!! You called me your soul-mate, you told me that you loved me..but you dont. YOu loved the idea of having someone, and thats all you loved. all you hoped for was someone else, you wanted me to be her, any one of the hers before me. You alwasy make me feel like i was a failure. Do you hurt now? Do i make you cry? GOOD!!! Im glad to know that there is a heart in all that stone and ash. All the pain you put me through, all the time you pushed me away, arms folded while tears ran down my face. You never allowed me to cry, but you never made me feel like smiling. And now it is you who are tear stained. Did i break my promises? Yes i did. DId you lie to me? yes you did. we are even. Now you think that you can treat me the way you did? i have no ties to you, i can spit in your face now, and with the way you act you may very well be tasting saliva soon. Go and live your life. I wasnt what you wanted anyway. YOu hated me every day for what i wasnt. Now your free, maybe you can f*ck the chick in your band, or maybe you can have the bright haired one. Maybe they will satisfy you, maybe they will treat you the way you did me. Yes i ripped out your heart and took a bite. You needed it, you deserved it. you cut yourself today... do you still bleed?