I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest, or the girl who never wants to be alone...

[moeexyz]

So, I figured I should update because I haven't in a while. There hasn't been much to say. Most of my TV shows haven't started yet and my personal life has really just slipped down the drain since my fall-out with my best friend. I can't believe I'm that co-dependent. Like I can't do anything alone, I need a friend with me or else I feel lost and just weird. I dunno there's just something about it.
Anyway since Vicky started hating me my social life has minimized. It's like I'm scared to be around her in case she'll freak out and yell at me or something. I'm not quite sure what it is but I'm sacrificing my own happiness just to avoid her and it's driving me insane. I want to stop but I can't stop. It's like she dictates my life without even trying and it's really rather sad. I feel like a puppet.
Ugh! Everything's just so wrong! I hate school! I hate my teachers! I hate the subjects! I hate homework! I hate getting up early and I especially hate the people in my year! Everything's just so sucky and crap, it's depressing! :(
Ugh!
Oh well, what can I do?

Gossip Girl, How I Met Your Mother and Greek on tonight! :D Happy day for television! I shall update again probably tomorrow.