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ok, i haven't updated in a while so here it goes.
this semester is going better than last semesters so far. i'm not getting wasted every night, instead i found weed in kalamazoo :) i love it even though cristine hates it. i tried shrooms too.
what i really want to talk about, and it all i ever talk about anymore is this person. he's just so perfect. i'm not going to lie. when i thought jon was perfect...this guy was out there, just waiting to find me :) lol he's beautiful. 6'3ish 225-230 snowboards, wakeboards (on WMU's waterski team), loves 4 wheelers (used to race them), lives on a lake, has a snowmobile, owns his own landscaping business since he and his friend were young! get this...he used to teach physically/mentally impared kids how to swim too! like who else does that? its weird because when i'm talking to him i feel so stupid saying "me too" all the time, that's how much we have in common. i really like him and i don't know where we stand right now (probably just friends) but it feels good to have a crush on someone since jon. i just don't know what to think about him anymore. so i've stayed the night in his room a lot lately, maybe 3-4 times in the last week. today we went to his dad's house on the lake and i love it there. i just can't get over it. fuck around man! he likes to cuddle and i die. he lays on his back and i cuddle up to his chest and he holds me close to him. haha it's funny because we both twitch before we fall asleep so we end up waking each other up. i don't know but i got it bad for him. :) crystal hasn't met him yet but she'll like him. everyone does so far.
what i really like about him is that even though he's younger than me, he makes me feel safe, comfortable and secure with myself. i really like that.
this semester is going better than last semesters so far. i'm not getting wasted every night, instead i found weed in kalamazoo :) i love it even though cristine hates it. i tried shrooms too.
what i really want to talk about, and it all i ever talk about anymore is this person. he's just so perfect. i'm not going to lie. when i thought jon was perfect...this guy was out there, just waiting to find me :) lol he's beautiful. 6'3ish 225-230 snowboards, wakeboards (on WMU's waterski team), loves 4 wheelers (used to race them), lives on a lake, has a snowmobile, owns his own landscaping business since he and his friend were young! get this...he used to teach physically/mentally impared kids how to swim too! like who else does that? its weird because when i'm talking to him i feel so stupid saying "me too" all the time, that's how much we have in common. i really like him and i don't know where we stand right now (probably just friends) but it feels good to have a crush on someone since jon. i just don't know what to think about him anymore. so i've stayed the night in his room a lot lately, maybe 3-4 times in the last week. today we went to his dad's house on the lake and i love it there. i just can't get over it. fuck around man! he likes to cuddle and i die. he lays on his back and i cuddle up to his chest and he holds me close to him. haha it's funny because we both twitch before we fall asleep so we end up waking each other up. i don't know but i got it bad for him. :) crystal hasn't met him yet but she'll like him. everyone does so far.
what i really like about him is that even though he's younger than me, he makes me feel safe, comfortable and secure with myself. i really like that.