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have you ever wondered why things happen in patterns? like everything bad happens to you all at once where you feel so overwhelmed. for me it was my brakes going out on my car, being completely overloaded with hw, the pressure to handle everything and have a job, being burnt to a krisp because i went tanning, and being tired all the time. i have no energy to spend on anything other than waking my ass up to get to class and finishing my hw. in taoism they describe the order of life as a pengelum, swining back and forth each side represting different things. the first is the way they thought life starts out, as pure and unviolent as can be, and as it swings the world becomes less and less pure until it reaches total destruction side. that's where i'm at right now.
so i hear jon has to take this semester off of school because he doesn't have the money right now. that so sucks, he's going to have to go back to working and all that shit. then have to jump back into the school mode. i hope he does well, i know he can do it he just needs that kind of encouragement from everyone around him too.
hw is kicking my ass, enough said.
this weekend was...i dunno how to describe it at all...so i wont. it was a drunken blur
so i hear jon has to take this semester off of school because he doesn't have the money right now. that so sucks, he's going to have to go back to working and all that shit. then have to jump back into the school mode. i hope he does well, i know he can do it he just needs that kind of encouragement from everyone around him too.
hw is kicking my ass, enough said.
this weekend was...i dunno how to describe it at all...so i wont. it was a drunken blur