every time we kiss, it's like an inside joke, i always miss
Sometimes I think my mom's too restricting. I'm not allowed to go anywhere else in the mall but the one store we're in lmfao. I think it's mostly because she wants me to take care of my sister or she thinks it's bothersome to have me go all over. (really, I just want to go to the bookstore, haha)
It makes me sad that I really would like to go hang out with someone at the mall, or anywhere really. I never have before. I think it would be the best thing ever! No one has tried to contact me all summer break. It's not surprising - half the time I blame myself for not trying, half of the time I blame them (then again when I try and they say they've got other plans only to go hang out with someone else is kind of depressing orz) Most of the time they never tell me anything because I'm 'never allowed to go' anyway? I guess.
My mother wonders why I like staying home so much. Mostly because my hopes won't be dashed and I can turn that energy into something productive heeeeeeeee sob I want to go to the library at least, no one will take me. I GET DEPRESSED AND THEN I SLAP MYSELF SILLY because sam should never be sad. So I get over it.
GUYS
GUYS
GUYS
I BOUGHT BUDDHA SHOES!!!
they were $5 I am cheap
I also got some Zoo York shoes. They fit pretty snugly (it's good for my feet!!!) and I really like the cityscape thing going on and I liked the teal/black/white. 8((( I ACTUALLY GOT PRETTY LAZY TO GO LOOK FOR MY USUAL KICKS (read: vans) since almost everywhere they were out of my size. I may be going back to pick up some lovely looking charcoal-colored Converse sometime tomorrow, perhaps. (Buddha shoes have satisfied me today.)
New headphones + a tee + FOOD OMG FOOD = good day. I have been coaxing my mom into getting an imac hurr hurr /goes to the dark side SADNESS FOREVER
happy birthdaaaaaaay daddy! ♥ (ironically it is also my paternal father's birthday, orz)
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I am in huge love love with the Black Kids. so wonderful. ♥ Lynus is also really good! I enjoy their instrumental pieces a lot, which is a surprise haha.