I Could Use A Win Right Now.
Well, after eight days of employment, I quit my new job. I couldn't take it. It was far more physically demanding than I expected, and after a week's time, it never got any better, so I decided instead of trying to keep on truckin' and eventually end up with serious ailments, I would rather just give it up. I know it was the right thing to do because when I quit, I wasn't at all upset about it.
My muscles and bones are coming back to good health, as is my attitude. Hating that job made me hate life. I became a bit of a bitch, and people noticed. Dave especially, which for that I'm completely sorry.
So now, it's back to the drawing board. I've got a promising prospect at a school a couple friends work at, but that won't really start until next fall, so it appears I have a bit of time on my hands. I'm still collecting unemployment, which is good, but I need to find something that pays a little better if I'm ever going to get my house. But, I'm continuing to apply at various jobs I find online, scams or not, and hopefully something good will turn up.
I'm trying to stay positive because not everything is going my way. I'm noticing that some people in my life have no time for me anymore and I'm tired of trying to fix it. I'm tired of trying to fix everything. I feel bad that people seem annoyed by me, or seem like they don't want me around, or just flat out ignore me. I believe that if my friendship isn't worth anything to you anymore, tell me now, save me anymore heartbreak and let's get it over with. I talk a big game of not giving a shit what people think of me, when that's all I ever care about.
I could use a win right now.
My muscles and bones are coming back to good health, as is my attitude. Hating that job made me hate life. I became a bit of a bitch, and people noticed. Dave especially, which for that I'm completely sorry.
So now, it's back to the drawing board. I've got a promising prospect at a school a couple friends work at, but that won't really start until next fall, so it appears I have a bit of time on my hands. I'm still collecting unemployment, which is good, but I need to find something that pays a little better if I'm ever going to get my house. But, I'm continuing to apply at various jobs I find online, scams or not, and hopefully something good will turn up.
I'm trying to stay positive because not everything is going my way. I'm noticing that some people in my life have no time for me anymore and I'm tired of trying to fix it. I'm tired of trying to fix everything. I feel bad that people seem annoyed by me, or seem like they don't want me around, or just flat out ignore me. I believe that if my friendship isn't worth anything to you anymore, tell me now, save me anymore heartbreak and let's get it over with. I talk a big game of not giving a shit what people think of me, when that's all I ever care about.
I could use a win right now.